Wa seh na bei. This week will be damnnnnnnnnnn long and tiring. I'm already so filled with fatigue. -__-;;

-Last week-
Fri: sick
Sat: Photoshoot
Sun: Studying at Taku's place, then at Elmo's

-This week-
Mon: 2 mock exam papers
Tues: physics test, CME project due
Fri: Mock exam, biology night class until 8.30pm
Sat: 2 mock exam papers, Cosplay Quest

-Next week-
Mon: E Maths mock exam
Fri: E Maths mock exam, biology night classes

I'M DYING OF TIREDNES. ARGHHH. T_T Someone save me. T_T

I think I spent, like, 1/4 of the time in school today sleeping, lol.

Well my prelims start this month, so I won't be going out to play that much guys!!! Mostly to study only. =X Even if I do go out with you guys, I think it'll most prob turn out with me bombing you with questions regarding my studies. ><;

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EOY Plans:

I readAmy's [from Soul Calibur III] profile yesterday. It was hard work I tell you! Almost no sites had her info AND pics. DX Too minor a character, lol? -__-; And confirm doing her. =D Cause well. My RPG OC has somewhat the same profile as hers, so shouldn't be that hard to identify with. =D Besides, I like it. <3>

Pic:
http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c245/mizhuki/Cosplay/Soul%20Calibur/Amy.jpg

Doesn't look that hard to make. Good thing is that I already have her shoes, so I don't have to buy. =D Just have to figure out how to stick a rose there, lol. The stockins I know where to get too, but stupid neh neh Fluffy chope it from me. >( So now need to find. T_T Luel is making my sword for me, thankies love. <3><

Well something to worry about. According to Cruxification [Dawn], the material needed for her costume costs like bitch. ><

<<>> Savage Eden.//- † The Fatal Revelation says:
ooh, another sneaky detail. Amy's clothes are made out of brocade. Good luck. Brocage is sibei ex.

And apparently her skirt is 2 layered. So somehow I have to find a way to make them poof both poof up. Thankies for bringing it up, though I'm quite aware of it. ><>_<].

Wig-wise I'll be ordering from PH, cause it's either her or SCC. Cause I need to style my wig [you trust me in handling the wig myself meh? Lol.]. She can't quote a price yet, so still waiting for her updates. =D

I was thinking if I should make the arm warmers myself. Cause I need to chiong the dance after my Os. Hmmmm.. I think I'll get Kelton to do it, if he doesn't mind lar. Cause he still owes me a costume. =X

Amy has green eyes, yayness. She's left handed, yayness. -____- Work work work. -haiz-

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+++Double Cosplay [maybe]+++

International Psychic Yuna

Pic:
http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c245/mizhuki/Final%20Fantasy/internationalyuna.jpg

Luel is making my visor for me. =D Thanks a lot dear. <3

Boots is going to be a headache. -sighs- As for the gloves, I know where to get 'em, and for cheap too! =3

Tailors say that the costume isn't that hard to make as well. Hmm. I'll see how it goes for this double. =x

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Waa so long no update liao. =x [ok lah not that long XD;]

Friday actually wanted to go for mock exam and bio class, but somehow I kept feeling like throwing up, Pong Pong sent me home. =/ So sad? Oo; Don't let me stay. T_T

Saturday was alright. I went out at 1pm+. I was kinda scared that I'll be late, cause I'm meeting Witch Cat first before meeting Kie and Losse at City Hall for the photoshoot. =X I wasn't late in meeting Witch Cat. =D I'm no longer that mad at her anymore. She lent me her Linali costume. ^^ Then went to City Hall. Was late. ._.; But but but. Kie and Losse were later!! >__<>_<>

Sunday arh. Haiz. Today was like damn fun loh. Morning got up earlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy cause need to go Taku's house at 10.30am, cause he's teaching me Physics. =D Got up parents still just got up also, and just went down to get breakfast. =_= Oh well. So I on com. >D My mp3 player was causing trouble, so I left home late. Gomen Taku! =( Reached there at least, 10.45am? Lol. Not that late larrrrr. -_- Then he teach also like know but dunno liddat. o_o Oh well, Thanks anyway. XD

Then went to meet Ziru at Toa Payoh. Had Macs for lunch. =X ELMO I ATE THE WHOLE MEAL OKKKKK? -__- Then went to Elmo's house. =D Had quite a fun time chatting with Ziru on the way there. XD Then we came to his house. He lives near chibi. D8 Oh well, haha. Then he taught me Physics, Chem AND Bio. Eh somehow he teach better than Taku arh. o_o; But then couldn't really study cause crap about a lot. Whoops. =X After finish liao watch movieeeeee! =D It was fun, and Elmo showed me the dance steps that he wanted to do for EOY. Well, similiar to that dancestep anyway, lol.

It was total KO man! Haha. Naz > Elmo. MAWHAHAHAHAHA. >D Oh well. Overall, not bad. =D Now just have to chiong chemistry. =X

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~
I got black shoes now, yay!

Today was also kinda lazy. A bit overslept. ^^; Lucky still got to school early. Lol? Oo

Anyway so sorry MISTER for "almost killing myself" [when I didn't even inflict a fucking cut] during bio practical. A bit stupid, even if I cut my finger it's not like I'll die from it. >> Scold me for what? I was laughing at myself because I couldn't cut the specimen right even after so many tries. Then you say I not serious, almost killed myself blah blah blah. Ok fine. So sorry that I don't give much of a shit about my life cause apparently it's been so miserable and pretty pointless, where my goals and aims in life are not yet figured out and I don't think I ever will, and that I'm still pissed off at the people who are still ignoring me [and the retards who still pisses me off].

So pretty much yeah, I dont' think I'll even give a fucking shit if that scapel cut into me and killed me. Just that you owe my family and the public an explaination. =/

"Girl died doing experiment in school". What if. o_o Haha ok I'll stop it. >>

So sorry that I don't give a shit about my life. =D

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~
Question of the day: Why does rice become soft and sticky instead of turgid when you put in a lot of water and cooking it? =P

Freaking hell. I am pissed off lar.

Why the FUCK does our dear "co-form teacher" sabotage our form teacher? Instead of working together? HOD so what? Big fuck arh? To the extent until Ms Teo cry. Damn shiok rite? You love pushing people to their wits end and then start making them break down? Then why don't you like. Go yell at your son until they hate the fuck out of you and then you be glad about it? We were about to add you in our grad speech I think, but I think we can happily exclude you. Ms Teo is such a nice person, what the fuck is wrong with you?

And then. This fucking TWAT won't stop bothering. Signed into another account and all that shit, try to bluff me. HELLO. I not as stupid as you ok? You're ANNOYING. Leave me alone can? And just a note, you can't fuck hell. It doesn't have a hole for you to stuff your dick in.

Anyway I'm pretty fed up. *this person* said that I should go shopping with him/her cause he/she is bored. Asked me out today. Was, like, "why? Too caught up with your school friends arhhh? Forget about us izzit?". Eh. Like, HELLO. It's YOU who told me to study hard one ok. I have exams like, twice every week loh. And I this week got 2 more tests, aside for the mock exams. Then leh? Today got other plans. And didn't even tell me, wow. I had to ASK before you open your gold-filled mouth to let me know that you can't make it cause you have stuff on. Turns out that he/she going out with his/her friends. Watching movie. Yayness, also never tell me. =/ Go out in groups also never tell me. Who's the one who's too caught up with his/her friends that she forgot me? =/ I'm always NOT informed. Not aware of all your dear group meetings. Until I just so happen to ask, THEN I know. Ya, and is like you didn't even ask if I want come along. Just say that you cannot. Liddat only. Wow so comforting hor. I know shit is going on. But then leh? My fault arh? No rite? Treat me like fuck. If I didn't care liao I wouldn't even bother going all the way there, you think it's damn near izzit? I didn't forget you guys loh, I still ASK if you want to tag along. You guys leh? Not a single word. Not a single, fucking word. Ya, fine. Go ahead and exclude me. You guys used to it le wa. Go for what sia. Bai sui? It's not like when I was with you guys you actually made an effort to make it seem as if I wasn't invisible anyway.

And no, I'm not directing it at only one person. I'm speaking about A FEW. You can call me selfish, possessive, childish WHATEVER. Anyway I was, afterall, suggested to do Hikaru, no? Similar personalities maybe? You asked me to find my own circle of friends. Wow, and then YOU are the one that's throwing me aside. Wow, thanks a lot. Thanks A LOT. I now know how valueable my presence is. I've had NO CLOSE FRIENDS EVER in my whole entire life, and my family is full of shit. No one that's closely related to me by blood gives a fuck nor believes me, both my grandfathers are dead and both grandmothers of mine are facing health problems. I get shit in school AND at home, and now I have to exclude my outside friends too? Thanks for all the burden guys. Thanks so much. No, I'm not referring to Muffin's group. The OTHER group. No, not Elmo's group of friends except SOMEONE. =D Want a close friend for once in life so hard arh? Want to have a nice family also so much arh? School life at least improving, but still. I put on a happy face, but so what? Inside is like a shattered mirror. =/ If you can then go piece back loh. If it's that easy. Happy pieceing back the broken mirror. =D

I'm not someone to pang seh, someone to cheat whatsoever. I'm pissed off. Who can really read me, know how I'm really feeling without me having the need to open my mouth? No one, I'm quite confident. And I'm pretty pissed. I'm sick of always having the need to stand up for myself. AND YOU GUYS WHO CAN'T EVEN FUCKING COMFORT ME ARE NO BETTER. =/ Instead you guys make me feel worse. Thanks so much guys. SO MUCH.

If any of you are offended reading this, TOO BAD cause this is how I really feel. Complain I don't talk and share enough, fine lar. There's a piece of my mind. Not happy then fuck off. Or you can attempt to redeem yourself. =D Like anyone would. ¬_¬

Supposed to go to Douby Ghout and Jurong today. Since Witch Cat can't make it, I not going Jurong le. Then I wanted to drop by DG initially. But then since those wonderful people want to exclude me then nvm loh. I don't want to go to that fucking place. And technically speaking I don't wish to see that fucking twat. But a bit bo bian. -if I say somemore a bit obvious who that person is le-

You can call me whatever you want, but this is just me. "You wont' change unless you yourself take the first step". I can happily tell you that I'm not going to fucking change for you guys. =D So there. My decision was right afterall. I don't regret it. Not one bit. And I'm actually glad I made it. You guys either have family problem, or have friends problems. But not both. I have both. So shouldn't you guys should be able to understand a bit better how I'm already suffering inside? Not enough right? Must add a pinch of salt to my already wounded heart right? Thanks. THANKS. You guys have someone to fall on. Your family, or you friends. One, of both of them. Me? I have none. NONE. And you guys complain so much.. Can you spare a thought for me as well? Oh wait sorry, forgot my place, how UNIMPORTANT I am. My bad. Everything I think I've gotten close friends, they'll do some fucking shit to disappoint and hurt me like fuck, and then I'll feel alone again. Thankies x million guys. ^^

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Wa damn weird night sia. -referring to yesterday-

My toothbrush dropped into the sink by itself. o_o And it fell from the top, when there's like no reason whatsoever as to how it can drop lar. Cause there's this thing that's under it to catch the toothbrush, and I put it quite steadily. o_o

Then later went to sleep. Fell asleep while praying halfway. Then I suddenly woke up and started to cough REALLY violently. To the point where I was shedding tears and I almost threw up. o___o And no, I'm not sick. That's the weird part.

Then I went to bed, finally... Fell asleep. Had this weird dream. I was in school [why do I keep dreaming of school-related stuff arh?] and then I was called to the parade square area, near canteen. Near the Mother Mary statue there lar. Then we had to hold these bugs in our hand. I didn't hold it, I didn't even TOUCH it. But then it grew in size, bigger... bigger.. And then it started to attack me. And I woke up and bolted out of bed. Literally. o___o Then had troubles going back to sleep, cause regardless of what I do I keep seeing that bloody bug attacking me. o_o

See lar, then now I so tired. T_T Anyway hurt my left leg during bio prac, lol. Banged into the table, wtf. Then got a cut. XD;

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Wa today damn pissed off sia.

I had to fucking get up by 9am when my slept until 11am+. It's like 2 hours lar. Not fair at all lar. >>

Then went to Sakura eat. Ok lar, it was ok. Wow I had a lot for lunch sia. xD

• Ebi
• Sushi
• Teriyaki Chicken
• Lemon Chicken
• Cocktail
• Ice cream
• Satay
• Salad
• Drink? [if that counts xD]

Waaaa damn shuang arh. Today like eating day for me, lol. Then went to Tampines Mart. And then I got SO pissed off. I thought they were going to get my sis her laptop for her DEAR university. Turns out she's getting an ipod. Dammit lar. She gets it just because she wants it. I've been wanting it for so fucking liao lar. And I still don't get one. Na bei. And she got Apple loh. Dammit.

- went to drive Winnie to her friend's house -

Went to this fucking weird place. Music House or something. Went to get her her ipod. Those fucking retards. Want to see ipod dunno go until the TV section, washing machine section for what sia. As if they resemble mp3 players. Nevermind, it's ok. So we FINALLY go to the mp3 section. They like mouth got gold liddat. Don't even know how to bloody ASK when they're unsure of things. It pisses me off lar. To the point where I was the one doing most of the work. Dammit. And who was it for? HERRRRRR. Not me. >> It wasn't until they saw me with a damn fucking pissed off look and a black face where they asked with this REALLY buay song tone + face if I wanted it or not. I was happy that I FINALLY could get one. But then they complain here, complain there. Na bei. In the end I got SOOOOOOOOOOOO fed up and just took the one that they wanted me to get [with indirect speaking. I was pissed off though, I didn't really want it, but when I said I'd take the other one they complained like FUCK].

Then went to Yue Ze's house. Haha. Waaa a lot of people sia. Went there to visit Ah Ma. =] Long time no go his house le. =3 House so hotttt, lol. Ok lar. At least had fun there. =D Talked to Yong Lin and Jin Long. Wa very long never talk to them liao. T_T Parents always go when I not free. >> So we talked cock there loh. Quite fun, haha. Then Yue Ze came home [he was out initially]. Then we talked even more cock. xD Wa another eating session! XD

• Tapioca
• Grapes
• Cake
• Cuttlefish
• Rice
• Seaweed
• Soup
• Vegetables [lettuce]
• Vegetables [broccolli]
• Scallop

Haha. Then I played Suteki Da Ne [original by Rikki] on the piano. =D Their piano like how many years nv use liao. xD Keys a bit problem. DX Some can't really press properly. =X Then went to Yue Ze's room to join him and Yong Lin and Jin Long to learn play guitar. Halfway Xi Xiu came back. =D Yayness. Zomigosh Yue Ze's electric guitar is lurve lar. <3 But I still think Derrick's one nicer leh. Green leh. w00t. Anyway. I LEARNT HOW TO PLAY QING TIAN!! Mawhahaha. First one to master, Yue Ze was teaching the 3 of us [not including Xi Xiu]. Then followed by Jin Long. WAHAHA YONG LIN, NO NID QI PIAN XIAO MEI MEI LIAO LARRR. XDDDD But ya lar, damn random shit but ya. Not bad.

Popular no sell my textbook. =( So sad.

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

I'm going to eat my waffle now. <3
BLOGSPOT CAN YOU FUCKING STOP DELETING MY STUFF AND THEN FUCKING REFUSE TO LET ME EDIT? >>

Haha a bit sian lar. So took quite a few quizzes. =X

You Are: 60% Dog, 40% Cat

You are a nice blend of cat and dog. You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful. And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long.

Are You More Cat or Dog?

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

You Are a Kinetic Learner

You learn best by doing, and you have a talent for complicated, physical tasks. You excel at athletics, drama, and fixing things. You would be an excellent Olympic athlete - or a Broadway star!

What's Your Learning Style?

Halloween Horoscope for Pisces

You tend to go for traditional, if not a bit historical, Halloween themes. Candied apples, pumpkins, and warm cider make you excited each year. Costume suggestions: An evil sorceress / sorcerer or a renaissance pirate / wench. Signature Halloween candy: Candy corn

What's Your Halloween Horoscope?

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"

You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love. You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!) Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are. Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.

Are You Hot?

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

You Are Aphrodite!

A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on

What Goddess Are You?

You Are Suede Boots

Your boots were meant to be just that, boots. You're all about cute and functional.

What Kind of Boots Are You?

You Are Winter!

Intelligent Serious Cozy Calm Shy

What Season Are You?

Your Fashion Style is Classic

You like what's stood the test of time... Simple, well styled clothes that don't scream trendy You stay updated and modern, but your clothes stay in style for a while You wouldn't be caught in animal prints, fake fur, or super bright colors

What's Your Fashion Style?

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Haiz. Today nothing much loh. Was pretty much pissed off the second I got up. -refer to previous post-

Then in the end didn't celebrate Winnie's birthday, postpone to tomorrow [or today, rather, seeing that it's almost 1am, lol]. Then decided to go out meet Elmo and gang because staying at home was driving me nuts. Decided to take the bus cause got more time to do my Maths homework. =D So off I was on the bus.. Handwriting suddenly become damn ugly sia. [Means I have nice handwriting? Oo Hur hur? No lar, so so only] The answer key was damn weird, so I decided to check with them later. =D

Then reached there like, 20min early. Oo Got a shock, haha. But nvm.. I RUN TO ARCADE! =D Like no one there sia.. Saw Ray outside smsing, lol. Went to say hi. =] Then saw Aisubeki they all. Wanted to put but 7 credits, wtf sia. O.O But then later like no one put le so I put loh. xDDD Underperform sia. Then Ray DDRed with me again. =] And then I DDRed with Aisubeki. XD

Then met people like Kula there loh. Just went to say hi to her then didn't talk liao [except for asking her if she DDR? O.o]. I still prefer Jesuke's paraing to Kula's leh. -hmmm- Jesuke > all.

*AHEM*

Ok maybe not all. *sweatdrops*

Anyway catched MAR and Dgray man. Wondering if should get Dgray man manga though. MAR I watched anime AND manga, so no biggie.. AND AH HA! SAME SERIYUU AS TAKAO! [Not Naruto ok pcy? >_>] MY EARS DIDN'T FAIL ME. <3

Then as usual, had quite a lot of fun loh, with Ziru they all. She ask me to cosplay Hikaru. o_O Nvm, at least got blue hair lar haha. o_o

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

WTF. I am PISSED OFF. What the FUCK is wrong with that bitch in my house? Na bei. The moment I got home only already pissed me off. I was carrying a fucking heavy bag and lots of shit in my hands. Obviously I didn't have enough hands to open the fucking door. And she was there, sleeping on the sofa with my dad [don't think sideways. Think straight. Just SLEEPING]. And so I got SO fed up, I pushed open the door [cause only the gate was locked] and started yelling at them. THEN she woke up. Then she was like, "dunno how to ask us open the door, must push the door open arh?" and all that shit. And I was DAMN pissed off lar. Ok what so now MY fault that you were asleep, couldn't hear and that I'm short of arms to open the damn door?

Then later they had TV on. And my parents were sleeping lar. AGAIN. And obviously I got fed up, cause they always accuse me of wasting electricity. So I told them to turn the TV off if they're not going to watch it. My mom was still SOOO sound asleep that she didn't know I called. So obviously I got even more fed up and YELLED. And then she was like, "Can't you see that I watching arh? What I never watch". RIGHHHTTTTT. So somehow you are able to watch with your eyes shut and your ears cut off from the rest of the world. RIGHT. SOOOO believable. You didn't even fucking respond when I called you and you dare claim that you're WATCHING TV? Wow. So amazingly interesting. Your eyes can see when they're closed and your ears can hear when you're sleeping hor? Wow. WOW. Just. wow. >_>

Then today I was DAMN tired. Cause yesterday had night classes till late and I only got home at 10m+. Obviously I was tired rite? Then I go and sleep. And she DIE DIE MUST come fucking wake me up at 9am. NINE LEH. DAMMIT. PEOPLE DAMN TIRED ONE LOH. You cannot use your fucking brain and think one arh? >_> Next time you damn fucking tired I go wake you up you see whether you like it or not lar. Na bei. Use your bloody pea-sized brain will die one arh? >_> Then my sister still sleeping so happily. What did she do yesterday? Go out playyyyyyy. Didn't even fucking work. Still let her sleep so much. I had to STUDY until like 9pm lar. IN SCHOOL. And somehow being tired and wanting more sleep is a crime. I'm fed up. I'M FED UP.

So Elmo? Expect me there today. Why? Cause staying at home is only making my life even shorter, not like that's a bad thing [cause that means I can tolerate less shit]. But I HATE those bitches at home. ESPECIALLY the bitch. =]

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~
On the side note, I got a B for DEAD END on heavy. =D Only happy thing. Fucking shit. But Bio class was ok. Lar. Friday was ok.

Haiz. So starts the day of nothing but sheer sleepiness and laziness. Yes, that's how I was for the whole day, lol.

This is the exact reason why I hate eating that damn medication. Make me so tired. >(

Wah sian arh, tomorrow bio night class. T_T Wonder can dont' wear school U or not? =X Go ask that Njoo tomorrow. =D

Sorry to the peeps who asked me to go out but I didn't. ._.; I was.. Erm ah eh. Just. Erm. Lazy. Erm, yeah. Whatever.. ><;

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Today was.. A mixture of everything. Like rojak lar, lol.

Woke up late. Thought would be late for school! Lucky never.. Still early by 10min. O.O Next time wednesday can wake up at this time.. But a bit scary. Cause if miss bus then gone le. DX

SS was ok. Weird, I can do all Levels and get stuff that majority can't, but when I write it down in black and white, it somehow just all disappeared. And that's how I do badly. o__o Weird rite? Have it in my head, but can't score. Haiz~. T_T Then Erm. -tries to recall- English arh? Just do filing and do corrections loh. Chem also nothing much, haha. Then Chinese. Also nothing much. FREE PERIOD LEH. ZOMIGOSH. Though Ms Yang was here, haha. <3 WTF. STILL GOT MT LESSONS UNTIL AFTER WE GET OUR RESULTS. WTF MAN. >(

- Recess -

BIO PRACTICAL!!! Haiz. Ms Farah leaving le. T_T Bio pract today was quite ok also lar. Why everything I also quite ok de arh? Lol. ._.; Then was E Maths. Ms Teo not here again, so used this time to study for POA test. =] Then got the video of Mr Gng being dunked, hur hur hur.

POA test.. Don't talk to me about it. TALK TO THE HAND! m\_/m Then went home. Wanted to DG arcade but then raining. T_T SO go home first loh.

Then DAM pek chek. I got SO fed up. My mom. The FUCKING second she came home, kao bei me like fuck. When I came back still raining, when she came back JUST stop. She see windows close, come scold me. Wtf na bei, what's your problem? You expect immediate action arh? THEN DO YOURSELF LAR. Then every fucking second come kao bei me about something. What never study lar, bug me go do this do that. Na bei, I got life one also ok. Never see Winnie so free at home, can sleep and watch tv, slack around, ask her do will die arh? Na bei. See me busy still come nag nag nag. Think damn shiok arh? >>

I got so mad. To the point of me crying. THAT mad. =/ Then I didn't give a fuck about her and her whining, and complaining about shit. I just walked out of the house. What for shorten my life for her sia? =/ Then realized that I forgot my wallet only after reaching the bus stop, lol. Then ran home to get it again. -haiz-

Then at arcade not bad lar. Wanted to do DEAD END on heavy for last stage but TWS chose Tsugaru. Then nvm loh. Anyway today underperforming. Lol. Watched him para. Omigosh he damn pro sia. OX Then we played Flash of the Samurai. Haha. Stupid shit. Eh he quite pro leh. o_O Died at second stage. I die on first, haha.

Then go home liao loh. Still so pek chek. My ez-link card left $0.05. Haha. xDDD Next time must take bus liao. T_T

Thankies to TWS for changing his interview time to come out and pei me go arcade after he knew about my mom bitching me. =D Thankiesssssssssssss. Good luck with your Lacus cosplay btw, lol. FLUFFY IS A NEH NEH. *Points* Neh neh mom, lol. o_o; Sorry to Esther for not being able to make it on Friday. =( REALLY sorry. Another time, k? =X

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Blogspot. Is. Fucking. PISSING. ME. OFF! Na bei. Can stop deleting parts of my posts every single fucking time I post or not? I edit until DAMN pek chek already ok? CAN YOU STOP IT? NA BEI. >_>

Anyway the parts that you missed:

Wei li was actually help to the team. That self-proclaimed retard. Haha. D:

Alex didn't call so I didn't rush home, instead went to take bus, showered, play com etc before going investiture. The investiture was ok lar. Not bad. Only Pei Xian remembered to thank my batch. Haiz. OH well. THANKIES DEAR LAMPY! XD Then we had free pizza. Cheryl treat. New EXCO should give old EXCO farewell gift rite? >D

EXCO 2005 rox. Lurve you guys! =3

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Haiz. Very stupid. Forgot to blog yesterday again. xD Hur hur. So blogging for both yesterday and today.

-Monday-
Yesterday was quite ok, Mdm Lydiana didn't come. And I was worried for nothing over my unprepared oral, lol. ._.; And then that stupid (+|\|(+ come make trouble with us. Was yelling like fuck at the whole upper sec, like wtf. Then the instructions gave wasn't clear, it was so abrupt and unexpected, and didn't address who it's directed to. When we didn't know we get yelled at and then get treated as if we were some little kid who didn't have any discipline at all. Wtf man. =/ Think we dunk him too much he not happy larrrr. Haha.

The listening compre was ok lar. We were quite bored waiting for it to start cause it pushed back 30min and all that classical music that they were playing over the channel made us sleepy. Then Mr Lua came and made us laugh. Haha! He tossed the bear bear soft toy and then pretended to eat it. SO FUNNY. XDDD Then Chance imitated it, but then made these stupid faces as if he was going to scare it. Haha. TOTALLY lame shit. xD But oh well. It kept us awake alright. =]

-Tuesday-
Today Ms Teo didn't come. NUUUUOOOOO. That stupid |\|_|()() go cope our CME period. LIke wtf man. So pek chek. Come up with all sorts of reasons why we should have bio. So stupid man. Spoil our mood and day. But then PE was fun. WE WON! WE WON! MAWHAHAHAHA!!! Felina and me were the main people who did the scoring though. The stress man! Cause the stupid post had to be the same direction where the sun is. DAMN HARD TO SHOOT SIA. DX Then later merge with the other 3/4 of the girls to play. Managed to draw. =]

ZOMIGOSH WEI LI'S ACTUALLY USEFUL. FOR ONCE. D: Haha no lar kidding lar. Thought having a retard in our team to our disadvantage, actually you not bad wor. =P Haha. [btw "retard" is self-named. She calls herself that. xD Happily + Willingly. So cute hor? XD]

GOOD NEWS PEEPS! MDM LYDIANA IS PREGNANT. =] Har har. Not bad lar. Then break loh.. Natasha change so damn slow today. Eat my time. <_< geog =" free">D

Then went to White Sands... After that went home liao loh.. Nothing much. Haha.

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~
TWS says that he wants to cosplay Lacus. Wtf. o_o You sure bo?

Wa so much shit happened sia. -haiz-

-Saturday-
HSC SCHOOL CARNIVAL!! Haha. It started out SOOO boring! The parade sux like shit. No coordination, the commander's commanding skills also not impressive. Haix. Then Mr Ng came. Zomigosh!!! Teh lurve!! MR NG WE LOVE AND MISS YOU!!! Mr Ng > Mr Gng. YEAH!! >)

Then we saw the aeroplanes. Ahaha, so cute sia! But the sound was of that of a mosquito's. =X MR YAP YOU ROCK SIA. <3>

Carnival was ok. Best was the dunking machine!! Haha. Let's see. Mr Tan, Mr Benson Tay, Mr Gng [in school PE shirt and uniform shorts!! XDDD], Mr Raj and Mr Preston Tay went on it. The rest all students. Damn fun sia! <3

Then the games still ok lar. Won some stuff home. The lurve. =3 Met Luel and her friends, said hi. Then went to meet Stellar and Angela. =D It was sooooo fun. Haha! OHHH!! I still remember the Hip Hop Dance Class that Ms Chai set up. It was fun. I had fun. =)

Then later rest first then went to DG. Reached there at 4.30, 30min earlier. DX So went to DDR loh. Saw Leong DDRing there at first, then I take his spot. Hur hur hur. Then Ray play.. Then Taku came along. Said hi then run liao...... So I played with Ray.

Was sitting outside after Elmo was done with Time Crisis 4 when - guess what? - I MET ANGELA AGAIN!!! <3>

Then went to watch Pirates of the Carribean. AWESOME MOVIE! <3>

Lots of shit happened, I dont' wanna elaborate.

-Sunday-
Today went to visit my ah ma. She better liao la I presume. Quite boring at first cause didn't understand what she saying, I don't understand hokkien remember? =X Then Jin Long came. Then not bad, quite fun le. So long no talk to him liao. <3>__<

After that went home loh. Reviewed some freaky stuff and in the end spooked myself out. DX But then it's ok. The dreams still bug me though. *IM me for more details if you're interested*

And apparently my mom still thinks I'm some loose woman who sleeps around. =/ Which still pisses me off. =/

Alex asked me to go pei him chit chat on Tues, but then he didn't state where and when leh. Lol. See how bah. =]

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~
DEAD END on heavy is DAMN tiring. DX

Today was quite slack. =] Yayness, the love. Today was funnn. And awesome!

Then went to the arcade. To meet tws. Yayness! FINALLY seeing the DDR machine again. ;_; He was with his friend, and in the end pang seh me halfway without telling me. ._.; Oh well.

Later went to join them loh.. Then supposed to meet Zeph de but then she cannot make it. Haiz. Then went down to arcade, met Alex. =] Tws came back down again to pei me DDR. Yayness! <3>

My ah ma just got into hospital today.. Apparently 1 of her arteries is completely blocked, another is 50% blocked. She fainted after consuming her lunch. Interesting.. I hope she gets well. I couldn't visit her today cause

[1] I had credits on DDR machine, by the time finish liao it was damn late
[2] My parents want me go home

Oh well. =( Btw thanks Alex for wanting to help. =D

Tomorrow's the carnival, and Jesuke's birthday!! Happy birthday Jesuke. =D

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~
Btw I passed DEAD END on heavy and got a C. Hur hur hur.

Tagged by Cherry.

7 random facts about me:
1. I'm VERY short. Haha. *cough-midget-cough*
2. I LURVE DDR. It's teh love. It's awesome I tell you!
3. Nekos are love! So are rabbits! And hamsters! And and and [bg=in other words she's an animal lover]
4. Songwriting is the way I express myself to the world. My emotions, life etc. If you can comprehend.
5. Music soothes me. Regardless of how mad/sad I am. I'm a music child. =/
6. Punk and goth draws to me *_*
7. I never leave home without eyeliner and foundation. Unless it's a random shit I need to do at home. Or tuition. ._.;

7 things that scare me:
- Not in order -
1. Having to face utter fucktards and other shitty stuff
2. Lots of homework! Argh. Teh horror!
3. People who don't know the actual facts but go about saying random shti about it instead and insisting that it's true. ._.;
4. Insects?
5. Not being able to be myself
6. Heights. Yes, trying to overcome it. Not quite there yet.
7. Darkness/shade. It gives me hallucinations, or I start seeing things

7 random music at the moment:
1. Ice and Snow - D.N. Angel
2. DEAD END - DDR
3. Parade - Chaba
4. Yellow Moon - Akeboshi
5. 1000 no kotoba - Koda Kumi
6. Suteki Da Ne - Rikki
7. Shokubeni - Dir en Grey

7 things I say the most:
1. ...
2. ...wtf?
3. anything
4. Huh?/Sorry?
5. Ehh.
6. Omigoshhh!/Omigoddd!
7. Haha. I need to be less lame. ._.;

7 people to do this:
1] Ray?
2] Ziqi
3] Lampyyyyyyy XD
4] Jen =3
5] Taku?
6] MUFFIN!
7] Eh. Jen?

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Hur hur hur. Yesterday forgot to blog. =X Haha. So erm like ya.

- Wednesday -
Waaa, the weather's nice. REALLY nice. No, I'm not being sacarstic. Super wonderful weather. Made me oversleep. Lol. Luckily wasn't late. =] It was ok, wasnt' that stressed. Somehow I was still tired all the way, lol. Wonder why recently I'm always damn tired regardless of how much I sleep. Anyone knows why?

- Thursday-
Still. Ok lar. Nothing much. Damn boring, I was falling asleep again as usual, lol. Still dunno why. Had so much homework. 88 questions of maths to do! Zomigosh. Teh horror! DX

Tomorrow I might be going to the dg arcade with tws to DDR again. Yayness! I miss the DDR machine. ;_; Maybe I'll go drop by and say hi to Angelic and Zeph. I hope Jesuke can tag along! =]

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~
My computer's just like love, it's a pain in the ass but it's still wonderful. I love it!

"My heart's crying, wonder who will see my tears?"

Yeah, kinda getting all emo again. Was telling Woddy about my family background etc cause she asked. Yeah, it's kinda exepcted that my tears naturally flowed. And I was listening to slow songs too. ;_;

I hate this life. I just.. was reminded again how much this sucks. Reminded of how much I wanna run away, reminded of how shitty it is, reminded why I'm drawn to piercings and all that despite my fear for blood. Reminded why I torture my body by pushing it to the limit until I can no longer go on. [Like DDRing until I throw up, until I don't have anymore strength to move? Oo] Shit like that.

I'm pissed off. I'm sad. Mixture of emotions. Like wtf. I wanna run. Pierce. Bleed. Sleep and never wake up ever again. Tempting, yes. But still.

I don't even know why I bother fighting to live on. Seriously. What's my reason to it? Name me my purpose in life..

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Today was MT O Level Oral. IT'S FINALLY OVERRR!! =D Yayness. Teh lurveeee. <3

We were joking about and all that during the day, it was like any other normal school day. I couldn't do PE today cause I'm sick, but by watching the boys x girls team play together is enough to entertain me greatly - I was already enjoying myself. o.o

Natasha fell down during PE and hurt her leg like fuck, there was SO much blood flowing out. Yeeks. Shilton and Young Sing were pulled out to treat the wound BUT THEY NEVER PUT ANTICEPTIC. WTF? So I had to unbandage everything again, as instructed by Mr Tay, and then washed her wound etc for her, THEN bandage again. -.-; A bit.. lame rite?

1.40pm. Getting ready for O Level MT oral. Wtf man. I wasn't really nervious, I didn't see a point in being nervous. Me and Jessica, Ziqi etc were still joking around. Yes, even in the exam hall. Hur hur hur. Mr Lua was sooo funny! XD No wonder 4E1 and 4E2 lurves him. He is teh lurve. xD So cute + funny, haha! His actions, etc. Kawaii desu! >__<>

He "tested" us by making us say "Wo shi xing jia po ren" [I'm a Singaporean]. Hahaha. Apparently my voice is nice and precise, according to him. ._.; Erm, yeah. Whatever. o__o;

When Jessica went out, I started feeling nervous. As usual, when I'm nervous I like to grab people's hands. [Just like what I did during Cosfest before the performance, lol. ><] But then Chun Peng sitting beside me leh.. =/ Didn't want to grab his hand. >< [Chun Peng don't get wrong idea! Not that you're a bad guy.. But but but.. Ya la. ;__;] Yeah, hey I'm human too. I feel nervous as well though I hardly do. >_<

When I saw the passage was like, wtfing. Haha. Not that it's hard, just that I kept reading wrong words. I shouldn't have worn my contacts today, lol. >_<>_<>__<

Then some bitches that pissed me off, they don't deserve to have a spot in my blog so I not writing about it. ._.;

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Today's Cosfest! Got up damn early. Woke up at li,e, 7am+. And I slept at 2am+ after sewing my costume! ;_; TIREDDDD. Oh well, Ironed it one last time before I headed out. ANU'S SHOE IS BIG. HAD TO PUT PADDING AND STUFF TISSUE TO FIT. O.O

Then had to rush to Downtown East. I get to see my school again, yayness. -.-;

Went to Mac to meet Cherry, Daisuke and Kudo[who was late, I'll elaborate]. Tari, Boon and Angela left without informing Kudo and made him wait 45min for them. When he called, they told him that they're at the chalet already. I mean like wtf? Poor Kudo had to come over himself.

WE did our make up at Mac. Weird rite? Haha. I'm still not used to having those girly-girly kinda make up. ARGH. So so so... Nevermind. Saw Jesuke. THE LURVE! *points to hair*

Then Cosfest was.. still... Can say ok, but not mostly. It was kinda a shitty experience. SO much for first-timer experience. =/ Was actually pretty ticked off.

Then performance time.. Like shit, lol. Me and Kudo didn't have a single clue what they were doing. xD Had a shocker to - I HAD TO SING ON STAGE CAUSE NO SONG. WTF. O.O I hope it turned out ok. ;_;

Then later went to eat loh..

ANd then I saw our dear WC in the finals. AND SHE WON. LIKE WTF. I'm DAMN pissed off. SHe DOES NOT deserve to win ok. After all that shit she did. I'm still pissed off.

But now I have to chiong my homework. DX Jya!

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Yayness. Today is love.

First up, school. We have a new time table, WTF man. T_T >( But oh well, not much changes. =X YAY! PE IS ON TUESDAY! NO MORE HOT SUNNY WEDNESDAY PES! <3

Overall, school was fun. It was nice, funny [though less humour, Chance wasn't in school today. T_T]. Quite relaxed. =] We had our extra bio lesson, it was ok as well. =D

And so I came home and then rushed to go to Outram, but realized that I still haven't topped up my ez link card, so I took the bus instead [I have bus concession, free bus rides. Hur hur.] to Douby Ghout, cause the journy for that itself already took 1hour+. I almost got lost on the bus, lol. Didnt' know where I was. DX Was on the phone with Kagari when I realized that my stop was here. =D Yes, I was supposed to meet Kagari, who later phoned me last minute to call it off.

So down I went to the arcade to DDR. Ray, Virusz etc were there. Yayness. DDRed one round with Ray first before he gave me his test. Waa stress man! Cannot hold bar. ;__; He's evil I tell you. EVIL! T_T Oh well. I had fun. DDRed from 5+ to 7+. It's utter madness I tell you! I was sweating so much, my hair was matted with so much sweat that it looked as if I just came out of a shower. Lol. [Not that much lar, but around there] Saw Taku and Kula [yes, she still somehow pisses me off, but I guess I've developed a tolerance to her from the forums. DOESN'T MEAN THAT I'M OK WITH HER OK? >_>]. Then met Helena also. Wanted to go say hi to Kula, then dropped the idea. Said hi to Helena instead. Hur hur hur. They were going to some Sumairu party. Oh well. I'm not going. Haha. >.O;

Went for dinner... I was hungry, but I can't eat. Don't feel like eating either. I don't know why, everytime I eat something I'll feel like throwing up. And when I talk I'll feel as if I'm going to cough. And when I cough, it's as if I'm going to barf. Can someone tell me what's wrong with me? DX

In the end ate a bit only, then went to buy some green tea.I almost puked after drinking it and NO, I did NOT DDR at all after eating. Get what I mean? -hmmm- Wonder what's wrong with me. T_T

Then went home loh. Studying for my SS paper tomorrow. Must jia you! =]

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Today was a lot of fun. Full of laughter. In school that is, it's never happy at home.

First up, Chinese. We were studying like mad for our biology test later [which we later found out from Mr Njoo himself that it was postponed to next week]. DX But the 2 periods was well spent. =] No regrets.

Then it was Mr Njoo's lesson. We talked cock. Haha. But we did revise respiration. Yes, and now it isn't that hard anymore [cause he says that people say Respiration is a hard topic]. Then.. RECESS! =D Recess is teh lurve.

Anyway after that, it was Physics. We had some stupid shit in the hall though, so we wasted quite a lot of time. Didn't pay attention much but at least I understood the lesson. =D DAIYAN AND ANWARI ARE DISTRACTING. THEY MAKE ME LAUGH. ><>

Then it was chemistry. Daiyan and Anwari weren't paying attention but at least I was quite focused for this lesson. =D Yayness.

Then it was followed by ENGLISH! Da-da-da-daaaaaaaa! XD It was more relaxed, and we really appreciated it. The majority of the class was worn out today. And yes, it would be a long day as well. It has been tiring thus far. xD We talked lots of cock. Like Anwari and his mass orgies. Or him and his "get down on me, bitch!" thing that he wrote on this paper. Haha. Or maybe Daiyan's "Lick my balls, dammit!" that he wrote on his textbook. xD It was just super lame AND stupid. Then the class went on to talk about the world cup. DON'T REMIND ME OF IT LAR, GERMANY LOST. >_>

Then lunch break. Yayness! Half the day's gone. Food is lurve.

Humanities after that. IT WAS UBER RELAX TIME!!! We were talking cock, practically 9/10 of the class weren't paying attention. Haha. Chance and gang were cracking jokes all throughout the lesson and it's kinda.. Weird how they laugh at everything. Haha. Daiyan, Anwari etc were talking cock, as per normal. I spent the whole of Geography writing a song, which I entitled Departure. It was inspired from Hoshi no Tobira. I'm not that happy with the results, but oh well. My skills have gone rusty anyway.

After that it was Maths. =D Quite.. OK lar. Nothing much to say.

Then it was Social Studies extra lesson. YESSS! LAST PERIOD!!!! Yayness. Well it went quite well. The pics kinda made me wanna cry though. ;_; It was so sad! Seeing people ending up like that. It's just.. sad.

Oh well, then school's over. FINALLY. YAYNESS. Went home and rot. Haha. It's been a tiring week, with so much homework, 2 tests [though only 1 actually took place] which tested BIG chapters, and all that. Finally, I can rest. DX I used the com for some logistic stuff [as usual], posted my song, rated others' siggies and then went to hit the sack. The sleep was awesome. Obviously, since I was missing out on it.

Well then later I got pretty ticked off. Cause both my sis and I were sick, but mom only kept bugging ME to get up. Which annoyed me so badly. And I was absolutely angry at myself even worse, cause I can't vent my anger on anything. So yeah. You'll see me frowning like a fuckass shit at my mom and giving them the damn bu suang look. Cause I was mad to the point where I wanted to cry.. AND YOU DESERVE IT YOU FUCKASS SHIT. >(

Oh well. Then talked to Nic and some people people like Witch Cat, Rai [yayness! You're talking to me again =D] etc. It kinda cheered me up. Together with the music I have on the com. MUSIC! What's life without it. Ever since young, my life has been revolving around music. I guess it kinda explains why I'm so obessed with music, to the point where it's my ambition to be in the music scene. And I still hope that I get the chance to.

Thankies to Nic for making me 2 new blog skins! =D Thankies also to Takuya again for helping me with my Physics.

Here's a random shit before I post the song. xD

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Me: I read this on a forum: According to urban legend, there is a Big Foot living in one of Singapore's rainforests.
Nic: wtf?
Me: Maybe it's just someone with a huge shoe size. Like Ronald Macdonald. I mean, seirously. Just look at those shoes!!
Nic: Zomigoshwtf? Now we know who Ronald Macdonald really is! D:
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Did you know that Lipton Tea's line is actually "gtg"? It says "Good Things Grow", which in short is "gtg". So next time we can be, like, "Hey, I want to have some of that gtg tea" or "Hey I gtg for some gtg."
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Q: 3 worms were walking in a straight line. The fastest snail said "There are 2 worms behind me." The slowest snail said "There are 2 worms in front of me". However, the snail in the middle said that there's no worms around it at all. Why?


A: The snail is lying.
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Q: A pencil case has a ballpoint pen, a 2B pencil and a mechanical pencil. Let's just pretend that the ballpoint pen gets pregnant. Who's at fault?


A: The 2B pencil. Because he didn't use rubber.
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Ziqi: green tea is laughing tea. Because everytime Felina drinks it, she laughs.

My opinion: I won't say that it makes me laugh, like it does to Felina. However, green tea makes me hyper, and this can be said for Joyce as well. Haha. There's some secret ingredient in green tea I tell you. ~_~
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Mrs Dahyan: "Some farmers grow eggs to feed their families".

Still don't get it? You can't grow eggs. Her being a Geography, she should know better.
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My sore throat is getting better. Yayness. And I'm currently grooving to FF music as usual. Haha. Fragments of Memories [ochestra version] is really soothing yet lively at the same time. Give that song a shot if you're bored. =]

Anyway here's the song that I wrote today during Geography lesson. I had the image in my mind, someone leaving his/her loved one. I wanted to tell a story about this person who had seen that precious someone go, and illustrate the emptiness, loneliness and sadness. Oh well, I'm not that satisfied. But what the hell, haha. My skills are deproving. AhhhH! >_<

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Song: Departure
Written by: Nazhuka Mizhuki [me. duh X_x]
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The world has past me by
There's no one here
My Footprints on the sand
Died red by blood
Go back home my dear
Grant me my last wish
As I turn my back on you
Loneliness fills me

My heart's crying
Wonder who see hear my tears?
The heart that's yearning
For a-cceptance and peace
A bloodstained hand
Turns the pages of fate
For a better future
To greet me again
Tomorrow~
The end is here..

As I'm waiting to leave
No one greets me
I scanned my surroundings
For one last time
I"m leaving for you
This is the choice I made
As I turn to leave this place
My tears of sorrow fall..

My heart's crying
Wonder who see hear my tears?
The heart that's yearning
For a-cceptance and peace
A bloodstained hand
Turns the pages of fate
For a better future
To greet me again
Tomorrow~
The end is here..

I'm taking my leave
And if I don't
Ever come back again
Remember me, Remember me
My history~

My heart's crying
Wonder who see hear my tears?
The heart that's yearning
For a-cceptance and peace
A bloodstained hand
Turns the pages of fate
For a better future
To greet me again
Tomorrow~
The end is here..

My heart's crying
Wonder who will see my tears?
I'm leaving for you love
It's the choice I have made
My bloodstained hand
Reaches out and grasps tightly
The future you gave me
So that I'll live it
Tomorrow~
The end is here..
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Comments are welcomed.

Nazhuka, signing out.

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Haha. Yesterday and today was.. Fun. In school, that is. We talked cocked and did stupid stuff. Haha. Weird stuff happened too, like my notebook incident, but whatever.

Today was ant invasion!! DX There were ANTS swarming the walls. yesterday had ants too, but not as much. Chance used his lighter to kill the ants, haha. Lame shit, but oh well.

PE Was.. ok. Nothing special. But we played basketball. YAY. Basketball is teh lurve. But I think I hurt my left leg during PE or something. Now it hurts like fuck.

Then went on with lessons..

That's about it. X_X I'm going to sleep soon after I finish my homework and studying for my bio test. I'm sick, and somehow I'm feeling tired all the time. Wonder why.

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

GAH. Dammit. This is getting on my nerves. And all last minute too.

1] Pairing and Group competition shit. I can only join one, apparently. I want the group more, we had so much fun together.. I don't want to leave just like that, etc. Besides, we put in so much hard work, and I don't like the idea of backing out last minute anyway. But Witch Cat seems determined to go for the Pairing. Argh. This is so annoying.

But I'm sorry Witch Cat. I choose the Group Competition. Because I'm much more committed to it, and I'm attached to the group currently. We've spent so much time together, I don't want it to go down the drain and all that. Hope you understand.

2] My freaking sister had to go out for the whole night. And now I'm stuck with rushing for my homework. AND I HAVENT' DONE MY HOMEWORK YET. STUPID LARRRR. Need chiong liao.

3] Ok. Tihs is the one thing that pissed me off the most. SOMEONE somehow gained access to MY FORUM, and had special access to THE PRIVATE SECTION without my consent, and me knowing it. And there, he/she/it happily reads all the confidential stuff when he/she/it has no fucking business in it. AT ALL.

And that SOMEONE expects people to be really greatful and all that shit to her all the time. AND I don't see what's wrong when all I said was "oh, you mean he/she/it wants to be a teacher arh?". AND I GET A SACARSTIC REMARK FROM THAT. LIKE WTF IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM MAN? Liddat only not happy. What about me taking EVERY FUCKING WORD YOU SAY AS AN INSULT? You'd love it to bits won't you?

Also, the prices is like, as Cherry said, watching the stock market. It starts with a certain price. Then shoots up to a price so high you just drop your jaws in shock. Then it drops again, and the cycle goes on. It's like it depends on his/her/its mood or something. It's freaky AND annoying. And not reliable as well. DEFINATELY not reliable. NOR honest.

And that fucktard bashed Cherry. Over a highly overcharged wig. And just because Cherry commented about how it's so expensive. And then that fucking chao na bei chee bye had to bitch like no one's business ON MY PRIVATE BOARD YOU FUCKING LOSER and act all childish. It pisses me off SO BADLY. Like what the fuck is your problem man. It's MY BOARD. If you aren't happy with it then LEAVE. Besides, you were never welcomed anyway. You INTRUDED into it. No excuses whatsoever, because you went into the private board without us knowing, and reading through all the private and confidential stuff.

Claim that Cherry's a bitch because she doesn't dare say stuff in your face? HELLO.

• You signed out on her. And you can still go "What's wrong with signing out?"
• You yourself spoke in CHINESE deliberately because you know that Cherry doesn't understand Chinese. And you call this actually being different + better than Cherry? I'm so so sorry. You better think again you fucktard. It doesn't make you better. It makes you worse off. AND shows how horribly demented your mind is because you're contradicting yourself you fucking fatass.

Oh, speaking of fatass. He/she/it called Cherry fat. Well, I therefore hereby conclude that that fucktard is obese. =X Without regrets. Hur hur hur. Stupid fatass. You're like, at least twice my size, and at least 1 1/2 the size of my friend. Still talk so much. You freaking loser. Haha. =X Free soft toy. DX XDDDD

Oh! Back to the point of not being able to say stuff to your face. My dear arh, do you still remember that YOU BASHED ME ON YOUR FUCKING LJ? WITHOUT ME KNOWING IT CAUSE YOU KNOW I DON'T HAVE YOUR FUCKASS LINK? Yeah. So what do you call THAT? Eh eh eh?

We gave you so many chances, you destroy it all. Now what the fuck do you want us to do? I don't particularly flare up this badly over some fucking idiots, but you really pushed me to the limit. And yes, I know it's not only me and my friend. The whole freaking team is involved, directly or indirectly. And I hate it. Because YOU ARE THE ONE WHO MADE SUCH A HUGE DIN OVER A FUCKING PETTY MATTER. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU MAN? CAN YOU GROW UP? WORKING LIAO. STILL MINDSET OF A CHILD. WHAT THE FUCKKKK?

Hey, if you want to accuse me of over-reacting, by all means go ahead. Because I have the right to.

• It's my freaking board
• You intruded into the confidential section without our consent, and read the data happily
• You insulted my friend
• You put my friend into such a difficult position
• You made falsely accused my friend of things

See? You're a fucktard, period. ._.; No screw it. You're a fat fucktard. Nah, you're an obesed fucktard, haha. But just because you're an obesed stupid fucktard doesn't mean that the rest of us are too. We won't stoop down to your level of sheer stupidity and ignorance because it degrades us. TOTALLY. DX Our brain cells will be so damaged that it'll NEVER be restored. ;___; And then we'll fail all our exams, and ever have proper jobs blah blah blah. Yeah, THAT bad. [ok I sound so bad ><] But really, whatever lar. Complain like some old lao ah ma liddat. Haiyo. You sian you now not old enough izzit? Want act older huh? =.=;

Haha omg I'm actually getting a kick out of this. >_<>.O;

Anyway you better not do anything to sabo the GSD team you fucking bitch. Or I'll personally make sure that you regret it. Big time. And so will some my friends. I think I'm still yet to show my nasty side to my outside friends. Would you like to gain the honour of being the first to see it?

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~