<bgsound src="http://63.209.191.203/~f6putfi/videos/b6-15803530776.mid" loop="infinite"> An important thing... 「 」 A memory.: July 2005

Friday, July 29, 2005

*Sighs* What an eventful day....... So much happened today.

First off, Happy birthday Jiayi!

*Sighs* Things started off quite nicely, though I was prepared for a day of being scolded. And I was rightt! Mr Ng was asking where Eugene Tan was during recess duty, and he, well, scolded him because he wasn't there.

After school, we had the Sec 3 Prefects Meeting.. The E1s were late, and we got a scolding because of it. -_-" Anyway Mr Ng scolded us.. And then Pei Xian carried on from where he stopped.... And then Jiayi and Pei Xian got into this conflict... Like, man. oO; And then I myself got into an arguement with Norman.. Like, wow, so many arguements today... oO;

Anyway I'm going to change the skin soon.......

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I'm signing off. Bye. oO;

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Friday, July 22, 2005

Haha, I guess I'm downright childish. I just can't seem to grow up? >___<>

Anyway today the robot was doing the didication. OMFG, IT'S SO DAMN CUTEEEEEEEE!!!!!! IT, LIKE, MOVES AROUND *with Mr Yap looking like he's playing with some motor toy car -_-"* WITH MUSIC BLASTING!! DAMN COOL!!! We could hear it during lesson time. HAHA. XDD

Haha, I had lots of fun suaning Norman. Haha, sadistic, I know. >__<>D

Well I didn't get yelled at, lucky me. *heaves a sigh of relief*

Well I'm tired, signing off now. Ja ne!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki~

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Meh, didn't post for a long time... Wow, so much happened today, wonder if I can cope with them all. But let's talk about yesterday first, k? ^^;

Yesterday I had lots of arguements... Wonder why. oO; Many people got on my nerves.. And I also found out some time during the days where I didn't update that a classmate of mine share the same family problems as me. It's great to know that someone understands what you're going through, though we handle the situation differently. =) THAT'S THE END! =D Now for today's!

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Meh, so much happened. I seriously have no idea what to do... The geography test was alright, and I scored 34.5/35 for my POA test! Dammit, I didn't write the CGAS and 0.5 marks were deducted. -_-" The Physics lesson was kinda fun yet boring, AND THE DAMN ROBOT WAS SO DAMN COOL!!! >___<>___<

First was the NPCC. I looked for Mr Sheun [sp? oO;] about it, since I have my back and neck pains AGAIN. He agreed, and I agreed that I'll help out with the admin stuff if they needed me to. Well they didn't, so I left.

Then came the prefects. Some idiot lost the key, didn't switch EVERYTHING and now we're all worried and all that shit. x_X Will that idiot please own uppppp??? T__T We told Mr Ng about it already...

And Mr Njoo. I was supposed to reallocate the duties because he's keeing E1 back. I told Pei Xian about it, but still no amendments were made.. Oh well, I'm at fault too, so I'll shut up. I seriously want to apologise, but seriously, I don't know how. oO;

AHA! Speaking of Pei Xian, it reminds me about Ms Leong.. I went to look for him. Let's show you how it went, ne? =P

Me = *knocks on door*
Ms Leong = Come in at your own risk, this class is insane
Me = Can I see Pei Xian please?
Ms Leong = You can see him from here. Ain't he so sexy?
Class = *screams*
Jun Kai = *Stands up and waves water bottle*
Pei Xian = *Still stupidly doing his work -___-"* *Looks Up* Oh, you're looking for me arh?
Pei Xian = *Gets up and walks out of class with me*
Class = *more screams*

So me and him talk about what Mr Njoo said.. The reallocation thingy... He went in to get his file.

Class = *more screams*
Pei Xian = *looks at them, like <_<*

I heard them talking though.. Something about a sweet smile. Wonder who's. oO;

Anyway I wrote a song because of all that emotion kept bottled within me... I entitled it Misunderstood. Well there's lots of crap in it, but please don't mind me. >___<

Misunderstood

Tattered and torn, I am
Misunderstood, yeah..
People not appreciating what I do
What I'm longing for is a hand from you

Everything seems so perfect
But you know,
the pain's just hidden from our view
Can you see me crying?
Can you feel my pain?
Ahh, don't you just love the rain?
The tears that I shed are finally hidden

Tattered and torn, I am
Misunderstood, I am..
People not appreciating what I do
What I'm longing for is a hand from you
Be it a helping hand, or with a simple "Thank You"
My thoughts are now filled with...

Everyone's looking so happy
But you know,
the pain I'm enduring is heart-breaking
Can you see the torment?
Can you feel my loneliness?
Ahh, don't you just love my mask?
The tortured me is now finally hidden...

Tattered and torn, I am
Misunderstood, I am..
People not appreciating what I do
What I'm longing for is a hand from you
Be it a helping hand, or with a simple "Thank You"
My thoughts are now filled with..

Feeling lonely sux, doesn't it?
Not being needed by someone
It's just like the meaning of life isn't there
People just can't defeat loneliness

Tattered and torn, I am
Misunderstood, I am..
People not appreciating what I do
What I'm longing for is a hand from you
Be it a helping hand, or with a simple "Thank You"
My thoughts are now filled with..

Tattered and torn, I am
Misunderstood, I am..
People not appreciating what I do
What I'm longing for is a hand from you
Be it a helping hand, or with a simple "Thank You"
My thoughts are now filled with...

If only my sufferings would end
If only my pain would stop
If only times freezes...
If only, if only..
I wasn't misunderstood


~ Nazhuka Mizhuki~

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Whoa, what an emotional day today. Haha, it's so eventful.. I just feel like talking a hell lot about it. oO;

When I got up to do my homework [read the post I made in the wee hours of the morning xD], I was really awake. I decided to go back to sleep, and when I FINALLY got up [at the usual time of 6am], I was more than half asleep. On the bus I actually almost knocked out! XDDD Luckily the pole was in front of me... Wait, or is that a bad thing? oO;

In school I was really really REALLY sleepy, I was fighting not to sleep. And I succeeded! Yay! *Does happy dance* Haha, the chemistry teacher actually sat beside me. o_o; And I was, like, [oh shit, die also must be awake x_X] I was dozing off at times [hey, I only had, like, 2 hours of sleep! >___<] Nothing much happened in school, expect me trying my best to get my precious sleep [and failing miserably as something was always popping up]. Biology lesson was COOL! Haha, Mr Njoo lessons rock man. =) I love them! *huggles bio lessons* The chinese oral was the second funniest. There were, like, so many ways of the passage being read, with all sorts of expressions etc. It was so damn cool. xD You should have been there. The NPCC Drill Competition training was the most emotional part. Most of us were slacking, and it greatly ticked off our Squad ICs [Eugene and Zai]. We were severely reprimanded by Eugene. It's scary, I tell you. I've never seen him yell at anyone this fiercely before, not even when he's doing his prefect duty. It was so frightening, some actually cried. I hate to admit this, but I almost did. Heh, yeah. ALMOST. Mawhaha. -_-"

Awww man! Now I'm dead tired. I feel tempted to just go to bed, get up at 2am and do my POA homework, but I think it'll drain me of my energy AGAIN, and I need it because of my NPCC Normal Training tomorrow. *sighs* Questions, questions... Who will help me answer them? T__T





~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

WAA! Homework alert! Homework alert! Meh, I actually have THIS much to complete.. It's unbelievable. oO; I actually had to go to bed for a while and then get up again so that I can finish them. And man, is this refreshing in a way. I'm no longer tired. o_o; REALLY awake but it's kinda stupid, getting up at this time [like, 3am] to get your homework done, and then going back to sleep again...

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Monday, July 11, 2005

Attention! New layout! =D Yupz, I changed it, ON THE SECOND DAY! C-E-L-E-B-R-A-T-E~!! Haha, ok ok, I'll cut it out. >_<

Anyway, I have yet another layout in mind.. I'm obessed with graphics, I know. >__<

Oh noooo!!! I left my homework in school!!!! I'm dead! *dies from crying* PHEW! Luckily my group member [yes, only ONE] had a copy and decided to help me.. How cruel the rest are! They just went offline, leaving me to worry myself. T__T

Anyway, w00t! I had everything right for my POA! C-E-L-E-B-R-A-T-E~!!! Haha, I was on cloud nine.. *__* I'm still wondering if I can use HTML for my blogs. =X If you know the answer, can you leave me a message? Thanks! =^-^=

Aw man, I have so much homework.. T__T *cries* BUT at least I still get some time off for sleeping and ..... NOOOO!! I MISSED GUNDAM SEED DESTINY!!! *cries* I guess I'll never grow up in a way. oO;

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Sunday, July 10, 2005

My first post on my first blog! w00t! Well, I gotta admit that I'm kinda.. *coughdumbcough* when it comes to blogs, but I'm willing to try and sustain this one without giving up halfway. o_o [which I often do, btw] I HATE this template, I'll change it when I have the time to. =X I currently have nothing else to say [o___O;], so I'll just end off here.

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki~

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