Hur hur hur. Posting while I in school. Haha. In com lab relaxing. Ahhh~ This is teh heaven, this is love! <3

Yes, I'm currently grooving to FFVIII music, as usual! =3 I love the music from FFVIII.

Haha, was thinking back about yesterday's DDR. Haiz, I underperforming liao lar. Getting one grade lower. Haiz. So sian! Feel like going to DDR later. T--T Anyway today release early mahhhh. 12.30pm can go le. Yay! =3

Muffin asked me to accompany her to get her stuff for Cosfest. I don't mind, but it's on a sat, I have my meetings + mock exams! T_T Well, I"ll see how. If today can mah? Oo;

Haha, I got this idea for a photoshoot. Themed "Devil and Angel", it will be a photoshoot with angel-like people, and goths. SO it'd be like.. the two contradicting each other. =]

People who are interested:

• Angelic
• Jesuke
• Fluffy
• Kelton [Angel =3]
• Muffin [Angel =3]
• Vivian
• Muah! [me = goth >D]
• Cruxification
• Ash [photographer =D]

Yay! I think it's going to be cool AND awesome. <3>

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Grooving to Canon Rock, Marcus is playing it. Rock on! B)

Haha. Today nothing much lar.. Very tired so brief update before I go zzz liao.

Today finished all my homework. Haha, miracle rite? Hur hur hur. Usually leave some undone. =D FINALLY did my SS homework. Hur hur hur.

Anyway later went to dg to look for Angelic. =] She buying carnival coupons. yay! =D Then went arcade play one round of DDR... Then went to the lan shop to play kongkongonline. Hahaha! I'm in love with that game. So cute sia! >_<>_<

Haha, Jesuke also got cut on thumb. Haha. Oo; Nothing much le. Haha.. OHH! Hahaha. I smsed Angelic this lame message, then she forward it to Ray.. Then Ray forward to me. haha. So stupid. I thought he sent me a message that I sent him. Hahaha.!

Oh ya, now school reopen le, I won't be updating as much. =( Not like people actually care, no one reads this, I just blog when I feel like it. >> So comforting horrrr.

Jya!

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Wahhh. What a day today, lol.

Forgot to bring oral. Oh no, FUCK! @_@ I need to do oral homework as well. ANYWAY, back to the point. Today's english was quite ok. PE was damn fun. xD Especially the ending part when we played with the guys. =] Chun Peng rocks. Wahaha. Love ya. <3>

Then chinese was ok... Wasn't paying attention much though. Then POA.. wa super sian man. But at least can understand. Then Maths. Haha. Ok-ok nia.

Then SCHOOL FINISH! Yay. Went home and changed, then went to Chinatown to help Cherry look for a red wig. I MET JESUKE AT THE BUS STOPPPP!! XDDDDD Super coincidental. Didn't expect it at all. Hur hur hur. Then we took the train together. =] She's going to meet her friend to do some shopping, and then catch a movie. =] Anyway, about the wig.. Unfortunately don't have. =( I bought a black glove though. Going to edit it next time when my hands heal. =D

Then went to PC find Angelic. Haha. Talked cock there for damn long sia. Talked to some of her collegues as well. They're nice people! =] Met Leong there also. Played Guitar Freaks later. Grades.. Still ok lar. Then Paraed. Ok lar, got improve. DDR. AWESOMENESS! <3>

So I did Holic[heavy] on speed x1.5, and I managed to get a C. I'm still unable to catch the beginning though. Haiz. Then I did Healing Vision Angelic Mix[standard]on speed x2 and got a B. =] Lastly tried Paranoia[standard] and got a B. Wheee! =3 This is teh LLLUUURRRVVVEEEEEE. *hearts*

Ok ok, enough with the good news. Now the baaaaeeeddddd[bad] news. My legs almost recovered liao, but now it's hurting like a bitch again ! T__T Nuuuooo. Looks like I need to impose the ban again. Haha. Oh wait, I never did impose it. xD Hur hur. Sorry. AND MY NAIL BROKE. WTF. Yeah. There was soooo much blood! Omg, that was freaky. T_T And it hurt like a bitch too. Na bei, kept it to almost 2cm and then break, very heartbreaking one lehhhhh. SO xin suan.. Bek chek! >( Haha. Anyway so sad sia, now all the nails gone. T__T Need to grow back again. Wahhh. ;__;

Anyway I go do hw liao, not enough time le. Jya!

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Gahaha. Now not feeling well, so I'll just do a rough update on my blog.

Today first day of school, sian arh. Didn't feel like going to school sia. T_T Anyway lucky I did my duty, if not my nails will be chopped off. Too long, haha. xD

Some funny random shit took place:

Ms Teo: How come there's a string a of balls? [when actually it's a ball of string XD]
^ She say wrongly lar

Young Sing: *Hands near his *ahem* * My legs feel so tired sia.

Haha. Anyway bio was alright lar.. Haha? Oo; Tio scolding, wtf. But then later was alright. =]

Jean aka Elie + Usagi want to recommend me for Kohaku next year. Wtfffffffff? DDDDDDDD:

Now I go zzz liao, not feeling well. Haha. ._.;

- Yes, the urge to DDR is still there, but.. Cannot. T_T -

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

ARGH. I'm SO fucking angry.

I ate my medication yesterday for my allergy, and that medication makes me sleepy. So obviously today I'll sleep like fuck right? My parents didn't let me rest. Yes, not even after I completed my homework. But yet THEY slept like fucking pigs, like no one's business. Like what the fuck.

Then later they said they wanted to go to Parkway Parade, still can call and rush me, ask me hurry up. But they themselves are late, na bei. I still rushed home to get my jacket [cause PP is cold ma], and THEY themselves took their own sweet time. Like wtf.

Then dunno why somehow ended up at Paya Lebar instead. Wtf. They say that they picking my sis up from here, fine. I ok with it. Then leh? "Eh, Winnie not here yet, we eat here first. Now late le, seven plus. Later than go Parkway". Wtf. This point of time I was aready damn pissed off le. They complain seven plus late, won't have much space, blah blah blah. Think later on will have arh? Na bei. Fucking idiots can't think one leh. Like what the hell. That ticked me of SOOOOO bad. As if later they will want to go to Parkway liddat. Idiots also can tell, no need to know them for 16 years + to know that loh.

Then Winnie was late, wtf. From orchard come down here at most 10min+ only, you dare say take so long arh. You can trick my parents but not me ok. >>;

Then later went to the Food Court to eat [I was still damn fucking angry]. I angry until don't want eat sia. >> Then my father come kao bei me. Na bei. Fine. So I decided to force myself to eat. I went to buy chicken rice [Get Japanese not worth it lar, wait cannot finish. Damn ex leh]. Then I went back to where the fucktards chose to sit. My mom was, like, "Huh? You didn't order Japanese food arh?" Na bei. Does chicken rice look like Japanese rice to you? You fucking idiot. No brain one arh, or too small? Or maybe you dunno how to use it? Chee bye.

I was so pissed off at that time, I actually took a tissue and started ripping it. X_x; But I was still damn pissed off. I SO wanted to just leave, go to dg arcade and DDRed until I can't take it anymore. SOOO tempted.

Then later they said "Don't go Parkway lar, now what time already, so late. Finish eating le go walk around here, or else go home." SEE? SEE? What did I tell you? As if they will go later liddat. I knew it. Any idiots would have known it. Fucking fucking fuckers. Na bei. So I was forced to walk around This Fashion. As if anything there would actually interest me. The things there suck like fuck [no offence], they ruin the Lolita image, and their "punk" stuff there isn't so "punk" afterall. It kinda pissed me off even more.

Then later go home. Wtf man. The second the car parked, I just got out and walked to the lift, not giving a fucking shit about the rest. Then they also bo brain de. See there's this guy carrying so many buckets etc running to the lift, want to catch it. They just close the door in his face. Wtf. Still need me to open the door, then I diaoed my mom for being such a fucktard.

Then come home liao, now only 9+ sia, they come bug me, tell me what go pack my bag etc. Like HELLO. As if I sleep this early de. I SOOO want to go to the dg arcade and DDR myself away.

Yes, DDR myself away. Now I know most of you must be wondering "wtf?" or something like that. Yes. I shall elaborate.

Apparently, my mind wants to DDR to vent my frustration etc, but my body doesn't. My mind can't take the pressure, but it can withstand me taking it out on the DDR machine. But my body can't. My body can withstand me being tormented mentally, but it's breaking down under all that stress I've been giving it on the DDR machine. Yes, I've injured my leg from all that DDRing. To the point that I'm limping now. I'm limping now, cause I've been DDRing so much. Because I'm so fucking stressed/pissed off. So why didn't I revert to my piercings and slashing? Because the pain is only temporary. It lasts for only a while. Pain for DDR lasts longer. So much more longer. Isn't that even better?

I wanted to ban myself from DDRing today, until my leg recovers *refer to previous paragraph*. However, now I'd say that I'll screw that. I'm still going to DDR, regardless of how fucking bad my leg gets.

I know my body cannot take it anymore. I know sooner or later it'll just give way. But so will my brain. So I'm not going to give a bloody damn. I'm going to force myself to DDR, push myself to the limit. Until I cant go on anymore. Yes, that's what I meant by "DDR myself away". When my body reaches its peak and I can no longer do that, THEN I think I'll sort to piercings and slashings. Yes, this is So tempting. I'm actually so pissed off, to the point that I just want to cry and then just start banging things/throwing stuff around. yes, to that point. To THAT point.

Yes, I'm so sorry Ziru, but I think what you said is true. Sooner or later I'll end up at the mental hospital. Because I think I'm seriously starting to lose it. And I seem to be losing it big. BIG.

And it's not that any of you cares anyway. How many of you actually bother reading my fucking blog? =/

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Ahhhh. Today was quite a nice day, cause I was mostly not at home. Hur hur hur. =X

Got up was damn pissed off. BOTH my parents didn't go to work today, like wtf. It ticked me off REAL bad. Don't ask. Didn't let me go out, when it was THEM who said that they support me cosplaying. Like wtf. I have to go for meeting also cannot, support what shit? And I did my fucking biology before that lar, what the hell is your problem? This is MUCH better, compared to the how many fucking years of study I've been through loh. Since WHEN did I did my homework slowly during the holidays, instead of chionging it on the last day? This is my FIRST year doing this, and this is the shit I get? Like wtf. I was late for my meeting BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS LAR. DAMMIT. HAPPY NOW? >>;

Anyway I was late, as I said above. XDDDD But Kudo was the latest. I was damn pissed off at him also. I don't want to elaborate. >_> Skipped lunch, but grabbed some stuff at 7-11 before rushing off to meet Elmo.

Elmo was late!! AHHH!! That bastard. I'm going to strangle him one fine day. T_T Make me miss my lunch. Wuuu~ ;__; Haha. Met Jesuke also. D: Zomigosh shocccckkk. Haha. Didn't expect it maaaaahhhhh. Cannot arh? <_<>

Met quite a few of my friends there. =D I was mostly with Jesuke though. Jesuke, Scha and I were Zambot 3 crazy!!! XDDD Kazuki filmed us doing the Zambot 3 thing, wtf. I hope he deletes it. T_T Haha. The Red Team should have won!! ;___; Haha. But it was fun. Sabotaged Elmo, mawhahahahaha.

Later told cold jokes. Hahahaha. It was damn stupid, I laughed until my cheek muscles ache like hell and my stomach had cramps. Hur hur hur.

Went to the arcade again~!! Haha. Played nothing but Guitar Freaks. This is like.. My 3rd-4th time playing it though. X_x; not that bad performance la.. Wanted to Para and DDR de, no time.. Had to chiong home. Haha. I reached home zhun zhun at 10.50pm, and I told my mom that I'll be back at 10.50pm. Mawhahahaha!

Haiz, lots of shit happening, I'm also kinda pissed off but yet dunno what to do. Haiz. Studies also got problem, school also got problem, home also got problem, friends also got problem, wtf. Is there any aspect in my life that's actually peaceful? -_-; This is soooo shitty.

And I have my own stuff to worry about either, together with my studies. Like wtf. Even a machine breaks down you know. I wouldn't say that I'm as taxed mentally as I was previously, but I'm bound to hit my limit soon. I know it myself. Whenever my parent[s] are home with me, I go nuts, almost literally. [I don't turn into a nut lar dammit. Not that literally]

In school, still ok. Sometimes some fucking shit take place, but whatever.

Friends-wise I also have problems.. Haiz. So sian. Realized that I've never actually been in a circle of friends, when I thought I'm inside... Got stuff don't want fill me in.. Fuck it man. Think I'm going to turn to DDR and torment myself again until I really hit my body limit. I know I'm hitting it le. Today climb stairs only already not much strength, etc. Want to hit the limit is easy.. I'll take some time to recover anyway. Hitting limit damn easy. I can one, confirm. Fuck it lar. I hate this shit.

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Yay!! Today was a fun day. =]

Got up at 10+. Overslept again. Haha. xD Me like pig sia. Always oversleeping. Hur hur hur. XDDD But it's ok today to oversleep. Whyyy? Because at night I couldn't sleep. Was lying in bed, but for some bloody reason, I couldn't fall asleep. >_> Wonder why.

Got up and did English. I actually did Physics before I hit the sacks, but from Current Electricty onwards I didn't know how to do them. ;___; So I gave up doing. I also gave up doings E Maths Paper 2 cause it was damn bloody difficult. T_T

Later went to Wei Li's house to do our bio "project". NUUUOOOO, stop thinking dirty you idioits! >_< Actually it's a essay homework.. We had to spilt the load, cause there's a lot to do, that's why maaa... You guys think until where sia. [cold wind blows] OK NOT FUNNY. >> Later went to Macs for lunch/dinner. Met Stellar there. XD Also met Ah Lam, Charmaine, Wen Fong, Zhi Yong etc at Macs. Haha. Then we sat beside each other. They were studying and we were talking cock. Mawhahahaha. xDDD We spent hours at Mac though. ._.; kinda wasted time there. But it was fun! =3

Later left at 5.30pm to go to DG. Met Ray and Angelic there. Whatever happened to those 2 sia. Cold treatment. T_T But I got a C for Dead End, speed x1.5. Yay! But today I underperforming for DDR.. I think it's due to the fact that I've been DDRing quite intently without any proper rest. Everyday [excluding Sunday, Monday + tuesday] I DDRed at least 3 times a day, and in it there's Healing Vision for every game I play. X_x; So yeah, my legs were kinda tired. First song already buay tahan, during the last song for today for my first game my legs almost gave way. X_X;; Underperforming.. Haiz. So bek chek. Can pass become cannot pass.. Those that can pass drop by 1-2 grades sia!!! Sad. But I think I'm really reaching my limit though. Didn't have much strength to even walk.. Standing still also legs damn suan, even now [which is hours after I last DDRed]. Reaching my limit liao.. Haiz. -sighs-

Well I going to rest now, damn tired and I'm currently suffering from a headache. X_x Get well Ray and Angelic! And I do hope that you guys will work things out. =] Nite, minna~!

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Haha. Waaaaaa, wonderful day.

Today overslept larrrr, haha. Wanted to get up at 9.30am to do homework de, in the end got up at 10.30am, haha. Then wanted to do E Maths de, I see the first question already stuck liao, then gave up doing. Hur hur hur. ._.;

Then later went to Pasir Ris to meet Anwari, promised him that will help him sell the coupons for HSC carnival maaaaa. So I took the coupons from him today. =D Wa biang eh. He tell me meet at the MRT station, I was waiting there like siao, didn't see him there. In the end he was standing OUTSIDE the MRT.. Na bei. No wonder we couldn't find each other. xDDDD

Then later went to Doubhy Ghout arcade, supposed to meet Jesuke and Muffin. Hur hur. Met Leong, Angelic, Steven and Ray there. xD Muffin went MIA. o__o;;; Only to find her like, 2 hours later. ._.;

Haha. It was fun though. Got a B for Healing Vision Angelic Mix, speed x 1.5 + End of the Century, speed x 1.5, waaaa! SO happy sia. <3>

I want to try Dead End and Paranomia!!! T__T

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Posting for yesterday. Haha, it was quite a nice day. =]

Did my homework for the whole morning. Tiring sia. I completed my POA homework, and 1/2 of my maths homework. Yay~! =] Now I'm left with English, Bio and Physics. T_T

After that went to nap for a while, got up at 2. DX Gobbled down some snacks and then rushed to meet Sochii, cause I'm buying the Lacus Chara Fortune from her. =X Hur hur. Thought that she's a guy. SORRY! >_<;

Finish liao, went to the DG arcade. First time see Leong wear so casual sia. Lol. xD DDred, like, 3-4 rounds. There's this little girl who kept bugging me to DDR with her. When I see her play Dance Mania I also scared sia, she anyhow jump on the censors de. O.o Hur hur, I finished the game as quickly as I could and then ran to PS for a while. When I got back there she wasn't there anymore. xD

Met Elmo at the arcade. D8 Didn't expect that, haha. He stayed until 5pm. I finally passed Healing Vision [angelic mix]!!! Yay!!! Got a C. But speed = x1.5 Hur hur. That song must really be last song, when I finished I had close to zero strength to stand sia. X_x went hugging the wall. Haha. But just glad that I passed. Maybe is tyco de. Hmm. *Thinks*

Left at 5.30pm for my early dinner, went to Mos Burger to have my dinner. =D I left at 6pm from PS, went to Raffles Place cause got band concert later. I realized that I forgot to bring my map! AHH!! NUUOOO!!! X_x; It was a real test, I was backtracking the path me and Usagi took during the photoshoot. Got lost once, cause went in wrong direction. Haha. xD But luckily found Victoria Concert Hall. Haha. Then later went back to the MRT control station to meet Kenneth and Hakim, then I brought them there, dropping by Mac because Kenneth hungry. xD

The band concert was brilliant! If only they recorded it and sold it. I'll buy it!! *__* Two thumbs up. Well done, HSC Band! =]

Later left Raffles at 10.35. Like wtf, I got home at 11.20pm. T_T Late sia. Hur hur. I popped by 7-11 cause I was hungry. Wanted to buy bread from the bread shop at the Tampines central de, caues the shop still open.. But I see like nothing much le, so I decided not to. Got nothing I want de ma. T_T Sorry, people picky maaaaaa. xD;

Hur hur, that's about it. Pretty pleasant day, I even hardly got to see my parents. Weee! =D

PS: Apparently many people can't recognise me. According to them, I look very different from school. Erm, right, whatever. o_o;

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Haha. Today a bit sian [boring], nothing to do at home so I decided to dress up and take some pictures. xD I was currently addicted to A Sacrifice [the bg music of the blog], and stuck in my head were imagines of this sorceress sitting on the throne in the throne room, awaiting some intruders.. So I decided to "theme" the pics on that? XD; I don't know how to merge pics though. T-T

Clickie 1
Clickie 2

Hur hur. xD Post about the day later.

PS: The lines on my face.. I used eyeliner to draw 'em. =]

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Haha! Well thanks to Esther, Nic and some other random people that cheered me up unintentionally. XD Love you guys loads. =]

Thanks to Nic who hosted the new background music!! =] It's A Sacrifice from the game FFVIII. =] Thought that it would suit the layout better. =D

Oh! And I've made a note to keep shots of previous layouts. Sadly, I've lost the Gaara one. Deepest apologies!! >.<;;;

I was browsing through my jewellery box.. There's quite a lot of junk there. xD Was thinking if I should sell them though. *Thinks* Maybe I'll get back to that later. XDDDDDD

Congrats to Takuya in getting 3rd + 4th placing for his YGO competition. =]
Congrats also to Ray for getting his marksman I guess. I still remember why I didn't get mine. Haha. XD It was some lame shit. My bulllets went... Missing? O__O;; haha. Let's not talk about that eh? ^^;

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Ahhh! NUUUUOOOOO!!!! I missed the lot for MAD products. ;___; Oh well. JESUKE! We need to go shopping sometime soon. XD

Gah, I'm kinda pissed off. How come my parents are using MY NAME to sign on for a mobile contract for MY SISTER? Just because she can't qualify for it? Na bei. She JUST got a bloody phone, and now she gets a new plan? She already has TWO phones for goodness sake, and they're giving her one more? What the fuck is wrong with them? And my phone, that's so damn fucking old liao, and a bit spoil liao they still don't want to buy a new phone for me. Na bei. What the fuck? >>; Pissed off. PISSED OFF. >_>

Oh, and they scolded me again for not studying, when I did do my maths and POA. See? They're mentally insane.

I feel like running away. Any takers?

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Ok. I can officially declare that I have proof that I am not able to live with my family members for the full day without me getting mad or going insane literally. Here goes:

1] I couldn't even stand having breakfast together with them. It somehow just pisses me off. One can't eat with her mouth shut, the other can't eat quietly. Like wtf.

2] I went to pack my cupboard cause mom said that it was messy. I left ONE plastic bag there, cause my Lacus costume is in it. When she opened up the cupboard, she was, like, "WHY DIDN'T YOU GO PACK YOUR CUPBOARD? IT'S FILLED WITH PLASTIC BAGS!" Like H-E-L-L-O, I PACKED it, I know what's in it. When I answered "There's only ONE bag there lar," she was like "Don't come and [lar] somemore with me ok. Where's your manners? So rude" blah blah blah. Wtf? >>; So now I'm the one at fault lar? All because of one fucking [lar]. lar lar lar lar lar lar lar lar lar. >>; BITCH.

3] They like to kao bei me so much, if don't have will die izzit? First they said they support me cosplaying. Then yesterday I had to go for a meeting. Na bei, tio scolding. But I wasn't paying attention, I had to find the paper with all the meeting details. When I couldn't find it, I was, like, "AHHH!!! Where's the paper?!?!?! I need it for the meeting!!" to myself. And then they were, like, "Sing. You sing somemore. This shows that you're not interested in your studies". Like wtf? >> Talking = singing? Hello. Then aren't you singing as well, you fucktard? >>

4] They said they allow me to go Laselle to study cause it's my interest. Now leh? "Don't think you are going there ok. Don't think I have the money to send you there. You better aim and get into a poly or your studies end here. You go and work after this." Na bei. Bo cash. Why? All gone to my sister studying university. Chee bye. Can't you fucktards keep to your word? >>

5] Ok, so they complain that I don't study. Today was doing my homework - RIGHTI IN THEIR FACES. And yet they can be, like, "Now when le, still don't study. Wait till you fail your Os then you know." blah blah blah. Like, H-E-L-L-O? I study also cannot. Dont' study also cannot. Go out play also cannot, play at home also cannot. What you want me do? Go heaven or hell arh?

6] Ok, so after lunch I got hungry. After living with me for 16+ years, haven't they fucking realized that I ALWAYS EAT AT 3+ 4+? =.=; And yet they didn't buy anything for me to eat despite knowing that THERE'S NOTHING TO EAT AT HOME. And they complain that I'm too thin. Tsk.

Furthermore, when I asked if there's anything to eat at home, dad was like "Eat bananas. They're energy food." Like wtf? How is that even connected? Energy -> Full? =.=; Bananas aren't even carbohydrates lar. Stupid fucktard.

7] Told my sis that I want to use the com. She was, like, "orh." But still glued her butt to the chair. Only moved away like, 15min later. Wtf?

8] So I decided to take a nap.. The only time where I actually had peace. Na bei, damn hot one leh. She can't have fan due to some rashes, wake up le still don't want move away when she saw me sweating like a pig. Still can sit there happily smsing and playing with her mobile. Na bei.

9] Ok, so when I got up I was still hungry. So I asked if I could cook instant noodles, since I definately won't be full from it. Na bei, like that only already got a scolding. Wtf? So I changed and wanted to go down to buy myself dinner. And I got scolded again. Na bei. What's their problem? They were, like, "Where are you going to again? Always go out, you cannot stay home and study one arh?" Wtf? Do you see me going out in like, damn sui bian clothes? No loh. Not even to the nearest shopping mall. I don't de, unless it's something damn unimportant, like going to the market/dentist, etc. Bunch of twats. When I told them that I was going down to buy dinner kena diao. Wtf. So now I eat also wrong lar?

10] Came back and realized that the com was OFF! Zomgwtf. I had WINDOWS AT THE BOTTOM. AND THEY SWITCHED IT OFF WITHOUT TELLING ME. WTF? Who was that person who IMed me? What did that person say? What if it's regarding school, of the project that I'm supposed to do? Na bei lar. When I switched it on again tio scolding. Wtf lar.

11] My mom was BOILING WATER and put the wire ON TOP OF THE BANANAS. Like wtf? And the wire hot when I touched it. Can they like.. Use their brain? =.=; They want cooked bananas izzit? =.=;

12] All I did was sit at the com and eat my dinner. And I got scolded for it. Say what I not serious in studying. Wtf? So I still have to study when I'm eating?

13] I asked if there's any fruit juice available at home. And dad was, like, 'eat your banana lar." When I didn't even ask him whether there's any frutis at home. Like wtf? Then when my mom mentioned about the yogurt drink in the fridge, he diaoed me. WTf?

14] I just finished showering. The second I came out, I was greeted with scoldings about how I should study my 10 year series and guidebooks. And that I don't study at all. And I was doing my freaking maths all the way before I went to rest! Like wtf. Again, they didn't believe me.

That's only SOME of the reasons why today's a fucked up day.

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On another note, there's a thing I just realized:

yesterday on the way home, I dropped my mobile. Wala, it's now working fine again. Sound + vibration is back. D: Maybe I should drop all spoilt things. Hur hur.

The other time where I really was able to be NOT angry was when I went down to buy dinner.
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Yeah, that's all the nice things that happened to me. And I'm still damn ticked off. >>; By those two fuckass fucktards.

What a nice life huh? Goes to show that I should stay out more. I want to run away and end it all. I hate this. I really do.

PS: What's it with dad and bananas? =.=;

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Hur hur. Hungry, so I'll post really quick before chionging to eat.

-Friday-
Went to watch Garfield with Jesuke. Hur hur, her Drum Mania skills also not bad wor. Is she an arcade person too? D: *Thinks* Garfield was ok, quite cute + funny. XD Then we went to the DG arcade. Was supposed to meet Hana and Ziru there, but both didn't come. T_T Paraed and DDRed there. Hehe. >D Met Taku at the arcade also, DDRed together. Wtf, the machine kept hanging, and we kept getting free games. T_T In the end I DDRed from 5+ to 8+. Utter madness hor? XP By then my leg pain liao..

Then went to Pasir Ris Park for 2E2 class BBQ. Almost got lost finding my way there. Hur hur. Happy birthday Felix and early birthday Joyce! =3 OH! The satays were great. XD

Stayed for a while before leaving cause need to be home before 11pm. Got lost. NA BEI. It scared the shit out of me. Couldn't find my way out of the park, and it being dark cause it's nightfall made things worse. But I saw HDB buildings and a carpark.. Walked towards it and followed the carpark out. The drivers were staring at me as if I was mad. Haha. XD Was lost for 30min. T_T By time reach home already 11.30pm. Got scolding, again they didn't believe me. >_>

- Saturday-

Got a shock when I thought that I got up late. DX But lucky it was an hour earlier. =] Father come kao bei me again when I had to go out. Na bei lar, chee bye. Then later went for meeting. Only 6 showed up. WTF??!?!?!?!?!?!?!111!!1 DX But it was fun, hur hur.

Later went to meet Ziru and gang for pool. Waaa! All the pros playing, so pai seh. X_x But still it was fun. XD

Before that I went DG arcade, met Angeline, Leong and Elie + Ray. DDRed again. Pain sia! X_x;;

Ok, my food is here. I'm going to eat. Jya ne!

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Nahaha. Took some quizzes:

You Are 42% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side. Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

How Evil Are You?

You Are 43% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're addicted to love. You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it? Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships. Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself!

Are You Addicted to Love?

People Envy Your Confidence

You have the attitude and self esteem to take on anything. Failure is beyond not an option for you - it doesn't even cross your mind. People envy your ability to take on any challenge ... and they're secretly afraid you think you're better than them. You don't. You're just sure of yourself.

What Do People Envy About You?

You Are 24% Vain

Okay, so you're slightly vain from time to time, but you're not superficial at all. You are realistic. You know that looks matter. You just try to make them matter less.

How Vain Are You?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

He Is More Than a Hookup

You've fallen pretty hard for this guy, which could be a great thing. But if he's just looking for a hookup, this spells trouble. If your guy wants something serious, than by all means, step things up. Otherwise, find someone else who's interested in more than a fling.

Is He Just a Hookup?

^ Zomg. That picture's SO obscene! >_<

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

Spontaneous, on a tropical vacation, when he realizes he can't be without you.

What's Your Ideal Marriage Proposal?

What Your Black Outfit Means

You're a sophisticated woman with big city taste. You have a strong creative force - even if you don't wear the boldest clothes. You tend to intimidate people. But the right guy won't be intimidated by you! Designer match: Dolce & Gabbana Signature accessory: Gold framed sunglasses

What Does Your Favorite Outfit Say About You?

You Are Bad Girl Sexy

Girl, you are nothing but trouble. And that's hot. You've got the classic bad girl sexiness mojo going on. And your badass attitude makes men fear you - and crave you. Don't give into people who say to tone it down. You're perfect as is.

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

^ WTf? =.=;

You Are An Understanding Girlfriend!

You care about your guy, so much that you tend to put him first And while this makes your relationship smooth, sometimes you let big things slide Still be your understanding self, but if something really bothers you - let your guy know He'll still want you, even if you occasionally disagree

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

^ Nahaha. Quite true I guess. *Tends to keep stuff to myself*

Ok, I didn't take some. I took.. *quite* A lot. Ehehehe. ^^; *sweatdrops*

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Nahahaha. Final block booking for the holidays Is. Finally. OVERRRRRRRRRR!! YES!!!! MAWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!!! *insert mad laughter here* Had POA today though, that was the shocker. I didn't know and I didn't bring anything for it. DX

Came back and caught up to Ouran High Host Club. Nahahaha. Omigoshhhhhh! I lurveeeeeee the twins!!! They're soooooooo awesomeeeeee. *__*

Bad part. I think I'm falling sick. NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! *fades into background* T_T

Nahaha. Take care wor, Takuya, who's also sick. =] Oh! And jia you for your competition!!! >) OSU!

Congrats to Ray for passing his IPPT I guess. O_o; Ahahaha. But his blog is still funny. xD

Going to have my dinner now, jya!

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Nahahaha. Today's chemistry lesson was really fun. Titration! <3>

Later went to get a haircut. I look like a freaking guy now, nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. *fades into background*

=(

Now I am going to chiong homework because I want sleep. Jya ne!

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Gahaha. First Streetfest I ever attended. The weather was pretty shitty, but it was quite fun. =D Was wearing my MAD top and skirt [zomg o_o], together with platforms [<3>

Today's the first time I had sooooo many photographers taking a shot at me at a go. o_o; I have to get used to it I guess.

Miydarre's performance rawks! >_<>

Scha lost her wallet, scared us all. Luckily we found it. =D

DDRed and Para Paraed. xD My feet are hurting like fuckass shit now. X_x;

Had some problems, damn fuck. I don't give a fuck anymore now, I just want to hit the sack and get things over and done with.

Made friends with Angeline from the DG arcade. Been seeing her around, we're finally friends now, yay~! XDDDD She seems like a really nice person. =]

Think this post is REALLY brief? Explaination -> Tired, I'm going to sleep now. Nite!

[PS: Pcy, GO OUT MORE LAR DAMMIT. =.=;;]

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Gahaha. Happy post! XD

Today was flag day.. Xi bei na bei, person at different location never tell us, those who know also never inform the rest of the class. =.=;

Gahaha. Flag day was tiring. SUPER tiring. I didn't manage to get much donations, but at least I did meet up with funny experiences XD :

• I was standing in the rain and looking around. Suddenly, this guy popped out of nowhere and said "For standing in the rain, you deserve a coin" and gave me a dollar. I was shocked. XD
• The little kids are just so adorable! They run to you, put the cash inside the tin and then happily pulled the sticker. XD There was this instance where the little girl couldn't pull it out. DAMN funny. XDDD
• Me = "Excuse me miss, would you like to donate?"
  Girl=*Stares at me* "erm, not really" *walks off*
  Me = O___O;;
• Person who donated at his daughter -> "You have to take the sticker or you'll fall sick"
• We went to the washroom for a while. Melissa, Wei Li and I. Melissa and I went out first, Wei Li last. I opened the door,but didn't hold it for her. She tried to use her leg to kick it open, only to slip and fall. XDDDDD DAMN funny. Laughed until I had stomach pain. XDDDD We couldn't walk either, from all that laughing.
• Melissa dropped her donation tin can so many times! XD

That's some of the random shit that we came upon. xD

Went out with Muffin, yay! XD Congrats on getting your top and your eyelets. =D DDR WITH ME MUFFIN! DDR WITH MEEEEEEEEEEE. ;____;

Finally got my MAD top from miwitch. Super nice sia. But it made me realize how super blur I am. xDDDDDDD [sorry Muffin for shocking you so horribly almost the whole time I was with you! D:]

I'm kinda unhappy with myself. I'm underperforming for DDR today. My guess is that it's because I'm sleep deprived, rest deprived, I have muscle cramps and my eyes were damn uncomfortable due to the coloured lens. Then again, it's all my fault for making myself in this condition deliberately. I still don't regret doing it, but I just kept asking myself this question: Why am I deliberately hurting myself?

Met Ray, yay! XD Steven was there too. Met Taku and this other.. Guy. *Forgot name >.<;* and Johnny. Didn't talk to them much, I didn't want to either. >_> *refer to previous posts* Want avoid, avoid lar. Still try act nice. Na bei.

Was shocked to see Ray DDRing. D: Still, it was fun. XD I still remember the part where Steven and this other person did DDR together. 2 people for 1 player. Xi bei hao siao sia. XDDDDDD

Went home. FINALLY HAD INSTANT NOODLES! XD Been craving for it. =3

Tomorrow's streetfest. Yay!

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Why's my life so sad? I can't take it anymore. Everytime I'm alone by myself, I start crying. I've gone to the extent of going out and making myself so tired [from stuff like DDRing until I can't go on anymore, etc] until I do nothing but hit the sack after I shower when I get home. The thought of cutting myself has once again resurfaced, but I don't want a cut on Streetfest. That's the one and only reason why I didn't do it. And I feel like piercing my ears, but I'm deprived of the cash to do so.

So I try and find people to go out with, so that I won't get all depressed again. If you don't want to talk/hang out with me then just say it straight to my face.. Don't need to go beating about the bush.. like SOMEONE. Will appreciate it a lot. Fine la, if all the care about is the trouble that you caused me, fine la.. I'd just keep lying. Fine lar, fineeee... Don't want to talk to me or hang out just bloody say it out lar. But it's ok. I'll just ignore you, since it's your wish. Bastard. >_>

It's just so fucked up. I'm not allowed to sleep even though I'm so damn fucking tired. But yet when I don't sleep, I get yelled at. Seriously, like what the fucking hell? I can't take it anymore. I really can't. I dont even know why the fuck I'm here. >_>; Friends. What friends? When I'm in need of them, they're off doing something else. Not that I want to be selfish or something, they CAN do their own stuff. They're not obliged to tend to me. But I'm once again obessed with something I'm so damn fucking scared of, and this is one out of the few times where I actually don't want to go home. But no one notices it again.. As usual. Or if they do they just don't fucking care. =/

I don't know. If I'm worse as a person, would my life be better? If it will, I don't mind becoming worse. Seriously. I'm sick and tired of this life. I usually just put on a happy face. The moment I'm alone, I get upset and then I'll start crying again. Yes, even in public. There's something really wrong.. With me? With my so-called "friends"? I don't know. I don't fucking know, so stop asking me. >_>

I can bet all my cash that even if I go missing, no one will actually take notice of it. And it's not like anyone will actually care if I'm there or not. Yes, I'm that insignificant. Am I not? =/ So if I go and never come back, how many will actually remember all the pain, the sorrow, and the "happiness" that I've had, that I've "shared"? Close to nothing, close to no one, if you ask me. I hate this life, hate everything in it. I want to run away, to escape it all. I just want it to fucking end, dammit. >>;

Yes, in case you haven't fucking noticed, I'm shedding tears. This pain, my pain - no one actually cares about it. Nor bother about it. It's not their fault, for neglecting me for their work. But what if you could but you just didn't want it? And make it seem as if you're ignoring me, whether or not you are trying to I don't fucking know, but what's the message that you're trying to convey? I don't know. I hate this. I just do. I just want to fucking go and get things over and done with.

And it's not like any of you guys will care anyway.

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Well on the happy note, Ray's blog keep me giggling. It IS funny, to some extent. But retiring from DDR!! Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. ;__; Does that mean that you're giving up teaching it too? Oo;;

Today we had fun in school as well... Ziqi, Jessica, Shilton, Marcus, Young Sing, Anwari, Daiyan, ME! XD We were talking crap in school.

That's about.. All the happy shit that happened to me. What a happy life, eh? >>;

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~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Ranting, "emo" post. If you aren't interested, scroll down. There's happy shit at the bottom.

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Gah. I'm sick and tired of this place, this house, this family, everything. I just hate it. It just seems as if the sole purpose of me being here is to be yelled at, etc. I can't even enjoy myself without having my family members ruining my day for me. It seems as if they'd die if they don't yell at me for a day. It's driving me nuts. All I wanted is a break from all that hectic shedule. And I told them that I'd be home late. I already told them. And they didn't say anything, which I'm assuming that they're fine with it. Yet they yelled at me when I got home late. Like what the fuck? What about what I told you earlier? >>;

IN case you don't know who I'm referring to, it's this bitch in my family what I'm obliged to call "mom". And this other idiot whom I'm obliged to call "dad".

I do believe that life isn't only about studying, completing your fuckload of revision and homework, and being yelled at. I'm sorry but I want to have a life, one that isn't of a nerd's. >_> I'm not my sis dammit, stop expecting me to be FUCKING LIKE HER. WE'RE TWO DAMN DIFFERENT INDIVIDUALS YOU FUCKFACE. >_>

Besides, what's the point of me explaining anyway? You don't ever ever ever EVER believe what I say. So why bother? If you think I'm loose woman who sleep around, hang out with "gangsters" and "going horribly out of control", THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LET ME DO WHAT I WANT DAMMIT. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF IT. >_> Why can't I live a day feeling nothing but happy? The only time I really enjoy myself is when I'm not at home, not with my family members, WHEN I DON'T SEE YOU FUCKING FUCKHEADS. I know I was home late, so what? It's not like I didn't rush to get home after I went out with Muffin, Kelton & gang. To fuck, when I rushed home via cab *refer to previous posts*, you assumed that I take the cab home all the time and that I'm wasting your fucking money. LIke wtf? So when I take the cab, it's wrong. But when I don't, it's wrong as well. Then how the FUCK do you want me to come home? Fly? Teleport? >>; Fuckheads.

Also, if you want to yell at me, fine. Don't bring others into the picture. The people that I hang out with aren't losers who don't give a fucking shit about life/studies/work, who play all the time and spend all their fucking cash, and are/acting like gangsters. You don't even know my friends, who are you to tell me what friends I have? You don't know, and you don't even bother finding out. Yet you make such assumptions. How the fucking hell is that fair? It's not. Not one bit. How can you just say that about them? I may not know them long etc, but it PISSES ME OFF that you're saying such shit about them. IT DOES. HOW WOULD YOU LIKE IT IF I SAID THAT YOUR FRIENDS ARE ALL FUCKFACES WHO AREN'T WORTH LIVING ON THIS EARTH? Losers.

And what about those fuckfaces on boards? You know, life would be SO much better if you'd appreciate what the admins had done for the board. EVEN WHEN THE OWNER ISN'T AROUND, WE HELP LIKE FUCK. Don't know something about the ACP? We help. Don't know how to change the layout? We help. Banner requests, etc? We help. And in the end what shit do we get? We get demoded to nothing but members. Even after all that we've done for the board. Fine enough, they're bad enough fuckheads already. Yet now, they are letting shitheads and fuckfaces run the board. AND now instead of respecting us, after so much that we've done, we're being treated like dirt. Like what the fuck.

I don't want to go home. I really wanted to stay out yesterday night, and not go home at all. Who the fuck wants to face fuckheads like them anyway. But I can't. I don't have a choice. I have school today, and I didn't bring my uniform out. No, I must go back for my uniform etc. Was it worth it? NO. Not really. I still think that life would be so much better if I just stayed out last night. Anyone who's willing to take me in for a while? D:

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Happy part now! XD Hey you, stop scrolling. STOP SCROLLING. HAPPY PART STARTS HERE! >_<;;

Gahaha. Went out with Muffin!!! But she was an hour late! Nuuuu, ebil neh neh! ;___; Gahaha, but we had fun. =D Called the indecisive Esther, who later decided to join us! XD I had about seven rounds of DDR straight, and a round of Para Para. It was madness! I had muscle cramps already halfway while DDRing. D:

But I was happy. I passed songs that I couldn't. =D Got a B for all of them, except Nori Nori Nori, which I got an A. o_o To my utter shock. xDD zomgwtfSHOCKK. O__O;; Some of the songs are:

Standard

• Afronova
• Tsugaru
• Nori Nori Nori [Dark + reversed]

Light

• Max 300
• MaxXUnlimited

Yayyy. XD Gahaha. I played Max 300 and MaxXunlimited about two times each though. Utter madness! @_@ I wanted to try Healing Vision and Holic, but no one would help me. ;___; I didn't want to fail, so I decided not to. ^^;

Later we went for Miydarre's jamming. Keltonnnnn~! First time I saw him dressed so normal. XD The songs they make are awesome. *_* [is in love with them =X] The sound was loud though. LOUDDDDD. I think I'm deaf in one ear. >.O;

Later I'm going to catch Da Vinci Code with Ziqi. I can't wait for Ray le, by then movie bo liao. ;___; SORRIE! ><;

Gahaha. I'm signing off now, I ran out of things to talk about. D: Jya ne~!

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Yes yes, I know it's been aeons since I last wrote a song. My skills have gone rusty. ;_; Anyway, here's Worlds Apart, a song I just wrote.

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Title: Worlds Apart
Written By: Nazhuka Mizhuki
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We are worlds apart
When I'm actually just beside you
There's a barrier
That's separating us
I"m calling your name
Can you hear me?

I want to break this wall
That's separating us
So that I can be with you
Cause all I want is you
And you alone
Don't worry my dear
I'll always be here
Waiting for your return..

Silently, my tears fall
My heart, burning passion
As I stared at your fading figure
I stretched out my hand
But only grasped air
Now, I can only wait..

Will we meet again
If We took our desired paths?
As we walk on
Our paths don't interlock
The beautiful sky..
Can you see it too?

I want to cross over
And meet you everywhere
So that I can be with you
Cause all I want is you
And you alone
Don't worry my dear
I'll always be here
Waiting for your return..

Silently, my tears fall
My heart, burning passion
As I stared at your fading figure
I stretched out my hand
But only grasped air
Now, I can only wait..

Open up my heart
I want to know love again
But, seeing your fading figure
Will you come back to me again?

I will go all out
Just to help you, tend you
So that I can be with you
Cause all I want is you
And you alone
Don't worry my dear
I'll always be here
Waiting for your return..

I want to break this wall
That's separating us
So that I can be with you
Cause all I want is you
And you alone
Don't worry my dear
I'll always be here
Waiting for your return..

Silently, my tears fall
My heart, burning passion
As I stared at your fading figure
I stretched out my hand
But only grasped air
Now, I can only wait..

We are worlds apart
When I'm actually just beside you
There's a barrier
That's separating us
I"m calling your name
Can you hear me?

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~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Gahaha. Here I am, back again with my new blog entry. xD

- Saturday -

Today was alright. GSD group meeting again, nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. ;___; Gahaha, but it's been such a long time since I last been to one so I"ll just.. Shut up. T__T Before that I met Cruxification to get my 5 inch platform boots! zomgwtfAWESOME. *_* Gahaha. The group meeting was quite alright, we figured out some dance steps and did the skit, as well as settled some stuff. The Tori our Meer made was just so totally awesome!! Damn you Kudo, I'm going to steal Tori from you.. >)

Gahaha. After that, we went for lunch/dinner [it was at like, 5+.. But we didn't have lunch..? OO;;]. Gahaha, actually wanted Mos Burger, but no space. ;__; Teh ebil. But Tari found seats at KFC, so we went there. Yeahhhh! XDDD We talked cock there until like, 5.45pm. ._.;

I then followed Angela and Boon to Haru. But Boon got lost halfway. zomgwtfSHOCKKK. O_____O;;; We never found her as well. ._.;;;; Oh well, the "shopping trip" with Angela was quite fun. =3 Met Esther and Diana at Haru. xDDD I saw this pants that really caught my eye, but it was too small for me. ;___; Oh well.

I went back to Doubhy Ghout [sp? @_@] again to meet Taku and gang. Gahaha. Had quite some fun, met Edwin. Like wtf, didn't ever EVER expect that. O__O But oh well. xD Talked about some stuff, and it was quite a fine day alright.

Thanks to Takuya who pei me as I waited for a cab to go home. Mou arigatou gozaimasu! =]

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- Sunday -
Sunday was pretty ok, it was mostly all study though. ._.; Went to Takuya's house because he's helping me with my Physics. =D DC Circuits and Electricity. Thanks again! XDDDDDDDDDD

I took AEONSSSSSSSSS to do the questions. MOU GOMEN NASAI!! >__<>_<;;;; Almost died. But like whatever, at least I got to know some information about coloured contacts. =P

Oh yeah! Thanks to Angela who's giving me this black pants that she didn't want so that I can modify it for my streetfest outfit. Thank youuuu! =3

Ray's going for re-service le, nuuuuuu. T___T Ray, JIA YOU!! >) Btw, I read your blog Ray, I think I know who you are referring to. He has my number too, and he's been errrrr. Well. Doing weird stuff over the phone. o___o;

Anyway I'm going to chiong my biology homework now. Jya ne, minna-san! *waves*

[PS: Steven's way of DDRing is weird. o_o;]

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~

Gahaha. I'm back peeps!!! I'm backkkkkkkkkk~!! XDDDD

[Wednesday]
Gahahaha. Wed was quite alright, went to stay over at Muffin's place. It was funnnnn. =3 Watched Ouran High Host Club until, like, 2.30am. xDDDD Yeah, went to bed at 3am. ._.; Chatted with people like Fluffy on MSN. Esther and Jiro didnt' come, nuuuuuuuuuu! Oh well, Esther went to stay at Jiro's house, and so Muffin and I are assuming that they're way too busy making out. xDDD Muffin's doggie and kitty and hamster are cuteeeeeeeee!! >__<~~~!!! Oh yeah! WEI LIIII!!! YOU EBIL NEH NEH! YOU GAVE ME YOUR FLUUUUU!!! ;____; Gahaha. Yeah.. I shared drinks with her AND SHE DIDN'T TELL ME THAT SHE'S SICK! T__T Only after I finished it did she say.. Ebil neh neh. T_T



[Thursday]

Oral exam was alright, I was the last though so the waiting was a pain in the ass. Moreover, the lack of sleep, being sick etc got to me and I started to feel sleepy. D: Well I managed to pull through.. I think. Oo; Went out with Taku [finally] and Ray.. Met David as well to get my Lacus costume. Yay! =3 DDRed Taku, gahahaha. Still ok, almost died halfway. ._.; Got a splitting headache halfway! ;___; Gahaha, and I was so hungry waiting for David, I lost al my appetite altogether and felt like throwing up. ._.;

Stayed up to chiong my biology homework.. @_@;; Finished quite fast, luckily.

[Friday]
Nuuuuu!!! No one collected the homework. O___O;;; Nuuu! Gahaha. Anyway today FINALLY showed my parents my report card. It's just so damn fuck lar. They scolded me for not putting in any effort to study at all. Like wtf, they don't let me study, but now it's my fault because apparently "I don't study", etc.. Like what the hell? -____-" And then apparently, after my dad accused me of doing nothing but use the computer, I was like "but now I don't do that anymore, right?" and he was, like, "ok fine, I wish you good luck" etc. Wow, that sounded soooooooooooooooooooooo sincere. >_>; Lots of stuff. Damn fucked up. DAMN fucked up.

Anyway today I won't be going out, staying at home to catch up on some rest. I'm going out tomorrow though, I have my GSD meeting, and I promised Ziru and gang that I'll meet them tomorrow. =X

I'm getting my 5 inch platform boots tomorrow! Yay~ <3>