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Song: Cage
Artist: Dir en Grey
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Romaji

shibire wo kirashiteru
boku wa mado no chi wo hiki
sado no kimi wo matsu
dekireba doku no baiser de
hitan yue ni bitoku miezu
kimi wa saigo no mama de

kioku umete kizukarenu you ni
saigo no mama
tokei wa hidarimawari demo
okashita tsumi wa kaerezu
saisho de saigo no rikaisha yakitsukete

iyagaru boku wo mite
tsuyoku soshite yasashiku
muriyari no tetsudan
keshite kimi ni wa ienai
kawa no kishimu oto ga itai
kizu wo fukamete yukou
shittobukai kimi wa
itsudemo reiketsu na no?
osanai koro no gyakutai ga ne
ima demo wasurezu ni itai
naze mama wa inai no
oshiete yo

itsu ka wa yasashisa ni kizuite
haha naru
"yurikago" no naka de

hitsuu yue ni mae ga miezu
boku no saigo no mama de
semete kimi ni kizukarenu you ni
saisho no mamatokei wa hidarimawari demo
okashita tsumi wa kaerezusaisho de saigo no rikaisha
kowashita

boku ni wa yasashisugita no ka naa?
mukashi no torauma wo utsushi
saigo no kimi made kowashita boku wa sado?

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Kanji

シビレを切らしてる
僕はマゾの血をひき
サドの君を待つ
出来れば
毒のbaiserで
悲嘆故に美徳見えず
君は最後のMOTHERで
記憶埋めて気付かれぬように
最初のMOTHER
時計は左回りでも
犯した罪は変えれず
最初で最後の理解者
焼き付けて

嫌がる僕を見て
強くそして優しく無理矢理の決断
決して君には言えない
皮のキシム音が痛い
傷を深めてゆこう
嫉妬深い君は
いつでも冷血なの？
幼い頃の虐待がね
今でも忘れずにいたい
何故MOTHERはいないの
教えてよ

いつかはやさしさに気付いて
聖母なる 「ゆりかご」 の中で

悲痛故に前が見えず
僕の最後のMOTHERで
せめて君に気付かれぬように
最初のMOTHER
時計は左回りでも
犯した罪は変えれず
最初で最後の理解者
壊した
僕には優し過ぎたのかなあ？
昔のトラウマを映し
最後の君まで壊した僕はサド？

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English

impatient
the masochist's blood runs in my veins
I wait for you, the sadist
if I can do it
with a poisonous kiss

because of sorrow I cannot see virtue
you are the last mother
the memory buried so that you won't realise
the first mother
even though the clock turns backwards
the sin I've committed can't be changed
the first and last person who understood me
is burned into my memory

see me resisting
strongly and then kindly forcing a decision
I can never tell you
the creaking sound of leather hurts me
let's make the wound even deeper
you, deeply jealous
are you always so cold-hearted?
even now I don't want to forget
the abuse of my childhood
why don't I have a mother? tell me...

someday I'll realise kindness
inside the mother*-like "cradle"...

because of anguish I cannot see before me
my last mother
at least, so that you won't realise
the first mother
even though the clock turns backwards
the sin I've committed can't be changed
the first and last person who understood me
is destroyed

were you too kind to me?
the reflection of a trauma from long ago
I destroyed you, the last one
am I a sadist?

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Lyrics - Kyo
Music - Kaoru
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See why I find it weird that I cried? Haha.

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~