So continues the fucked up day.

Cried myself to sleep, yes even over such a petty matter which you obviously don't give a fucking shit about. Now why did I even bother apologizing?

Was thinking about shit, and thank you for reminding me how my life sux. I ended up crying like fuck, and crying myself to sleep. Oh well, at least Ray and TWS' comments on the fireworks made me smile a little.

Woke up with a splitting headache. Nvm. Got up, forgot burn Melissa's CDs. Tried so hard but cannot. Nvm. Left home forgot my files. Check time. Already missed the bus anyway. Nvm. Went back down to wait. Bus came 20min late, wtf. Almost late for school, arrived 2 min before bell ring.

Then go back class, Gng come kao bei us. Wtf. Path there for people to walk wattt. What's your problem.

Then after mock Mr Koh come kao bei us. Wtf also. No logic, so biased also!

Then come back ok ok. Took some pics. BUT I'M STILL PISSED OFF. My blood boils and my heart beats faster everytime I think about it. THAT mad. Not like the person[s] actually care.

Zeru bugged me like fuck, but I bashed him like fuck too.

WRote a song, tell you about that later. Thankies to that someone, for letting me write this song. =D To tell you the truth I'm still pissed even after expressing myself lieke this. First time I'm this pissed I think. And hurt.

Well discussed band stuff with Jae, gotta go inform Berwin about it. =]

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Song: Shattered
By: Nazhuka Mizhuki

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I"m hurt, and I'm broken
And I can't be
Pieced back together
And I know
You wont' speak [to me]
But I don't know
What I'm waiting for

Forgive me my friend
For I have done something to hurt you
[unknowingly]
But you know I'm human too
I can't deal with these emotions
[Anymore]
Like a shattered mirror
These wounds stay forever
[unwillingly]

All alone, on my own
And I still miss
Being with you
You don't care [at all]
Yet I don't know
Why I'm still waiting

Forgive me my friend
For I have done something to hurt you
[unknowingly]
But you know I'm human too
I can't deal with these emotions
[Anymore]
Like a shattered mirror
These wounds stay forever
[unwillingly]

Open your eyes
Look at my heart
See the cracklines
Hear my heart cry

This' my true self
[I'll] Not hold back
My fragile heart
Has broken~ Again~

Forgive me my friend
For I have done something to hurt you
[unknowingly]
But you know I'm human too
I can't deal with these emotions
[Anymore]
Like a shattered mirror
These wounds stay forever
[unwillingly]

Forgive me my friend
For I have done something to hurt you
[unknowingly]
But you know I'm human too
I can't deal with these emotions
[Anymore]
Like a shattered mirror
These wounds stay forever
[unwillingly]

I'm hurt and I'm broken
And I can't be
Pieced back together
[My shattered heart..]

~ Nazhuka Mizhuki ~