Wow, like, no update in, like, 2 months at least. So much happened, and I doubt it's going to be over soon. My outlook on live changed drastically, though I do hope that I'll get back to normal soon. I'm so depressed, I even made this banner and wrote 2 songs!

Banner:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v510/Nazhuka/Banners%20and%20Avatars/Banner7.jpg

Songs:

Sadness
Nothing can decsribe
the Pain I have
I'm staring at what I have
It looks so destroyed now
Emptiness fills me
I'm all alone again

You used to spend time
Here with me
Making life seem so lively
You'd fool around, play
just to make my day

But hey, what can I say
The nice part is history
I have to stand up to reality
Loneliness is what I am supposed to feel

Nothing can decsribe
the Pain I have
I'm staring at what I have
It looks so destroyed now
Emptiness fills me
I'm all alone again

I'm standing here alone
By myself
Wishing that you were here now
I smile fondly [at the memories]
As if it were real now

But hey, what can I say
The nice part is history
I have to stand up to reality
Loneliness is what I am supposed to feel

Nothing can decsribe
the Pain I have
I'm staring at what I have
It looks so destroyed now
Emptiness fills meI'm all alone again

The world is spinning
My tears are falling
Time, please stop forever
Let me stay like this
In peace
In sorrow
In an un-moving universe
[let sorrow and darkness engulf me]

But hey, what can I say
The nice part is history
I have to stand up to reality
Loneliness is what I am supposed to feel

Nothing can decsribe
the Pain I have
I'm staring at what I have
It looks so destroyed now
Emptiness fills meI'm all alone again

Nothing can decsribe
the Pain I have
I'm staring at what I have
It looks so destroyed now
Emptiness fills meI'm all alone again

Nothing can decsribe
the Pain I have
[The world is spinningMy tears are falling]
I'm staring at what I have
It looks so destroyed now
[Time, please stop foreverLet me stay like this]
Emptiness fills meI'm all alone again
[let sorrow and darkness engulf me]
Nothing can decsribe
the Pain I have
[The world is spinningMy tears are falling]
I'm staring at what I have
It looks so destroyed now
[Time, please stop forever
Let me stay like this]
Emptiness fills me
I'm all alone again
[let sorrow and darkness engulf me]

Darkness of Mankind
Darkness befalls
The end is near
Nothing's worth it
Worship the dead
Scream while you can
Before it's too late
The end is here
Accept your fate

Cruelty of makind kills
[everywhere, everytime, everyone]
Hatred filling me inside
[everywhere, anytime, all my life]
Oh, the sins of mankind
Don't you wish to see their fall?

[I]Can't see the colours
That fill the earth
The truth is here
I won't be fooled
Cover your eyes
You can run and hide
Blackness descends
Blinding us from the truth

Cruelty of makind kills
[everywhere, everytime, everyone]
Hatred filling me inside
[everywhere, anytime, all my life]
Oh, the sins of mankind
Don't you wish to see their fall?

I'm hurt so much I can't believe
All the things you said to me
The truth is here don't try to lie
For your front doesn't fool anyone
Stand up to face your end now

Cruelty of makind kills
[everywhere, everytime, everyone]
Hatred filling me inside
[everywhere, anytime, all my life]
Oh, the sins of mankind
Don't you wish to see their fall?

Cruelty of makind kills
[everywhere, everytime, everyone]
Hatred filling me inside
[everywhere, anytime, all my life]
Oh, the sins of mankind
Don't you wish to see their fall?

Darkness Befalls
the end is near
Nothing's worth it
Worship the dead
Scream while you can
before its too late
The end is here
Accept your fate
Face the truth that you're gonna be dead..

Sad depressed songs eh... =(